testing

`135

2007-01-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

i've changed my BLOG.
well. yea. cause i like this skin AND that skin. LOL.
i will copy my recent post there. haha. and continue from there.!
(:
take note.!

my new blog is www.-amandified.blogspot.com

can't think of anything to change it to -.-
hahaha. alrights. see you there(:

`134

2007-01-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

AHHHH.
its been a long time since i blogged huh.
(:
hahahaha. anyway.!!
MANY THINGS HAPPENED EVER SINCE. erm.
school started.!!
hahahaha.
more homework..
AND
clement lost my homework.!
AND I HAVE TO REDOOOO.
walaooooo.
and that MS KONG.
walao. she say i sit behind can dont need to do hw.
blah blah blah.
i think shes damn hypo la.
yesterday was the meet the parents.
and shes like.
OH. amanda is a quiet girl.
she blah blah.
positive.
lalalala.
like. WALAO. she didnt mention anything about my 'bad deeds'
hmph. i'd rather she mention and my dad blow up on her(:
hahaha. cause they know whats going on ma.!
anyway, i was kind of lucky yesterday.
my dad wanted to scold ms kong for calling me a lesbian.
horny. bisexual. touching guys.
WHATEVER.
he came over and was like.
AMANDA. WHICH TEACHER CALLED YOU A LESBIAN.
and i was like. ermmm... ms kong..?
OH. OKAY.
errr. pa. you dont have to mention it when you talk to her eh..
WHY?!
errr.!!! cause she didnt do anything else to me after that.??
its okay la its okay la ><
SURE.!? yea yea ><
OKAY * angry stare at ms kong *
waaaaaaaaaaaaa. if they fought.
im like SO DEAD. -.-
thank goodness my mom was there.
rawr.! hahaha. ohh wells.
i shall write till here(:
I CANT WAIT FOR YOUR PREZZIE UNCLE.!
and.. anyone has any idea how come some mp2 files cant be played on my phone
T-T WHY WHY.??
and how to convert.!?!?!?
rawr -.-

`133

2007-01-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

ok heres the thing.
I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
T-T...
anyway.
i wont be online as often anymore cause I GOTTA STUDY(:
..
no it should be a sad face ):
gahhh.
thats life T.T
ohh wells. its my Os year after all.
so i might push everything aside and HERE COMES THE HOMEWORK.
blehh.
so..
yea.
i'll miss you all ( internet friends )
AND UNCLE
T-T
haha. hope to chat with you soon.
you do know you can call me 24/7 right.?
LOL.
anyway. heres the link to the iq thing..
T-T
http://web.tickle.com/tests/superiq/?test=superiqogt
enjoy T-T
oh and remember to post your iq.!
I BET YOURS IS HIGHER THAN MINE.

`132

2007-01-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

3 posts in a day.
wow.
whatever k..
im feeling damn shitty now.
i dont feel like doing anything.
darn sad.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad..
i feel like im being used.
but thats not it right.?
tell me im thinking too much..

`131

2007-01-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

Amanda, your IQ score is 106

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you an Original Thinker. This means you're a naturally abstract thinker. You pick up visual detail that others routinely miss. You're also very good at making connections that don't already exist, and you have your own ideas of how the world works. While your talents matter greatly in real life, they are sometimes overlooked in less thorough intelligence tests.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Original Thinker? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Original Thinker. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

oO i sound super. BUT I REALLY AM DUMB.
106.?!
THATS DAMN LOW COMPARED TO MY BRO.
shit. -.-

`130

2007-01-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

happy new year guys(:
haha. right. so its my Os year.
shit.
-.-
ohh wells.

YEP.
yesterday i had a great great GREAT time. ^^
i mean. yea i've never been out with my parents like that.
went to center point to get some bed sheets.
in robinsons ( how to spell )
and. erm. their bedsheets there. SUCK.
-.-
no offence ><

haha. went to aussino later. ( not sure of spelling )
and i got LOADS OF REALLY CUTE BEDSHEETS(:
hahahaha
HAPPY HAPPY.

anyway, later headed to raffles town club to have our dinner.
dinner was great(:
only it was a buffet dinner and i only ate.. 4 pieces of chicken, fried rice and lamp chop
-.-
that little.
-.-
so waste money.
one person is 32 bucks ++ EH.!
i wasted LOADS of money ><

anyway. after that, we intended to go bowling.
but in the end the lanes were all taken up T-T
HOW CAN IT BE.!
ohh wells.
then we played some arcade thing.
WHOLE FAMILY PLAYED EHHH.
hahaha first time.
even my dad joined it.
NICE K.
lol. anyway we really had ALOT ALOT OF FUN.
(:

hahaha. later we went to the theatre to pass time.
went in and spent a whole of 45 mins watching some movie that we dont even know the title.
-.-
lol.
UNTIL. my dad was like. hey. i suggest something la. why not we head home.
and you can play the internet until 11.30.?
that'll be better right.?
lol. and we went home after that x)
( mom doesnt know though. LOL )

oh wells. yepp yepp.!
im BORED. and KOR.
you're really killing me T-T

hahahaha. c'mon eh. TELL ME LA.
dont make me WRECK my brains to figure eh T-T

`129

2006-12-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

OHHHH MANNNNN
I'VE GOT A SPLITTING HEADACHE.
im practically WRECKING my brains to figure this out.

356 2345578 336789 233556 4 2226669 35789 4 69..

THIS. is a sentence. and. I CANT SOLVE IT.
i managed to get loadda shyts.
BUT I CANT GET IT.!!!!!!!!
im like doing PERMUTATIONS.
like trying EVERY POSSIBILITY.
and later i'll screw up and i have to restart again.
.............
god.
help me T-T
i wanna know what it is.!!
lol. sianns.
i thought it might prove that i can THINK.
but now it just shows that I DONT HAVE THE BRAIN TO THINK.
man. i really suck.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now what now what..
i got damn weird possibilities..

old 2345578 wunder( typo ) 233556 i 2226669 35789 i MY..

ok.
wth is i MY. -.-
this is what i got from my hp.
if its the number pad it'll be

low 2345578 336789 233556 i 2226669 35789 i do..
at least that made sense a little.
but wunder would be so out.
so cannot be number pad.
but if its not number pad.
then it has to be hp.
but i MY.
doesnt make any sense.
god. i can hear my head thumping.
im getting a damn irritating headache.!
GAHHH
I WONT GIVE UP ON THIS.
i SOOOOOOOOO WONT give up on this.!!!

`128

2006-12-29T14:04:00.000+08:00

gees people.
my toe is SWOLLEN.
guess what happened.

right. i was in the erm. LIVING ROOM.
and i carried miko up to let her sit on my lap.
then lucky was beside me. and they started fighting.
like REALLY FIGHTING.
rawr rawr rawr.!! woof woof woof.! BLAH BLAH.
then lucky went down the sofa and miko was on the sofa.
both barking.
and i carried miko away.
AND LUCKY BIT MY TOE.
oww -.-
its PAIN PAIN PAIN.
and it bled later -.-
AND NOW IT SWELLED.
way to go ..
...........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i shouldnt have made lucky jealous huh.
thats what i get T-T
i scared le la. spare me ><
AND MY TOE. rawr. hahaha.
anyway. so i didnt go yesterday.
HAHAHA. more time to pluck up all my courage(:
haha. school's reopening soon. Os are coming..
gahh.
must jiayou lorhhs.!
A PHYSIO THERAPIST IS WHAT IM AIMING FOR.
POLY POLY POLY.!
jiayou.!! MUST WORK HARD.!
haha and.!
I DREAMT OF AYUMI LAST NIGHT.
SHE CAME OVER TO MY PLACE TO SIGN ALL MY AYUMI CDS AND POSTERS.
wow. i was so happy. UNTIL.
my phone rang. -.-
bleh. spoil my beautiful dream T-T
in the first place she wouldnt come over here right ><
hahaha. ohh wells.
i can still remember her 'signature' in my mind.
LOL. siao. anyway.
here was the lyrics i tried to decode yesterday
compare it with mine zZ. its so OUT.
i mean MINE is so OUT.
-.-

`127

2006-12-28T12:11:00.000+08:00

okay
i feel like i've sinned again.
i shouldnt be doing this.
like SERIOUSLY.
what if she calls and..
you know.
im not at you know.
LOL.
I CANT SAY IT.
anyway.
like SHYT SHYT SHYT.
should i.?
i mean..
its just a half an hr thing..
right.??
err.
i dont know la >< >SERIOUSLY beautiful(:
( its at the side )

i want the lyrics.
translators please hurriee.
or should i do it on my own.?
hmmmm.
maybe later.
okok now -.-
lets see..

this period of the days i loved you is my.. what.?!

everyone all craved for someone to pass this season.!?!?!
this year it brought us again the warmth
lets what.!?

ok. this sucks. thisis only the first part.
-.- and i cant understand the chinese.!!
okok do chorus.

i believe
one day you'll forgive me
if i just wait
letting time pass
is it a stupid thing to do.?

i'll just keep my feelings to myself
afraid it'll drop to the floor

till my two hands are able to touch the pure white snow
continue loving you is the last of my courage

i'll just keep my feelings to myself
afraid it'll drop to the floor

alone in the snowy land, even if i'll freeze here in this lonely night
until our hands are able to touch the pure white snow

continuing to love you is my what.??

ok. i can only translate until here. EVEN SO.
it sounds weird.
those in red are WEIRD.
and the WHAT are the words i cant read in chinese -.-
i think i so totally spoilt the song.
i guess i have to start going for classes. like.

LEARN BASIC CHINESE.
wow. -.-

`126

2006-12-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

ahhh
these few days are sooo TIRING.
blehh.
dance had been horrible..
have to go back to school on 2nd jan..
WHY. OHHH WHY.
its a HOLIDAY EHHH
and for just some 5 mins performance.
SOOOO not worth it.]
whatever k -.-
still havent done finish my hw yet...
argh. physics.. T-T
bleh. whatever la T-t

ok yep. i dont even know what to update now.
kind of goggy ( or how you spell that )
too too TOO tired to think of anything.
zZ...

heard we're performing BUTTONS by pussycat dolls for cca open house.
bleh.
DONT NEED TO PRACTICE LA.
DONT NEEDA STAY BACK LA.
i thought we performed before.!??!?!
rawr. zZz.

oh. and i realised.
wow. you know what.
i can sleep with MY EYES WIDE OPEN.
-.-
now i so totally get what you mean by sleeping with your eyes open.
you get tired and everything
but your eyes arent heavy.
your vision suddenly gets blurry and dark.
and later. you'll be in dreamland.
with your eyes wide open.
-.-
man. i've done that a couple of times now.
EATING HALFWAY ALSO CAN LIDDAT.
look. that really shows how tired i am.
who knows i might just sleep when im on the net.
that'll look funny -.-
goshh. i so totally suck. whats wrong with me T-T

tomorrow's the day. hope i wont screw it. COURAGE, MAY YOU BE WITH ME.

yay. i didnt sleep while writing this -.-

`125

2006-12-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

right.
i havent been updating.
my bro's in deep shyt now.
dad just found out his comp crashed.
he's cursing now. i can so totally hear it.
anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS.

anyway, i went to xiling's bbq last... sat.?
YEA.
and i was HORRIFIED.
the people there are soooo COLD.
i mean.
I WAS TRYING TO BE SOCIABLE OKAY.
those are xiling's bro's friends.
and im like.
okay.
LETS MAKE FRIENDS.!!!
so i went like.
HI.!! IM AMANDA.
you are.?
and they're all like.
errr... hi....
...
walao.
gimme some response ehhh...
and later.
we were at the pit.
and the guys are crowding around.
and i was damn bored.
so i made a din.
so like maybe they'll come over and socialise with US.
and they DIDNT.
and they even said.
SHES MAD.
I HEARD THAT.
OKAY.
fine..
im mad T-T

anyway. i didnt dare ask them for ANYTHING after that.
SO COLD AND MEAN.
sad.
so anyway i went over and asked xiling.
if the fishballs are cooked.
cause i dont see any sticks sticking out of it and it looks kind of.. raw.
so she said of course.
and i tasted it and was like.
HEY
ITS EDIBLE.!!!
and i heard the guys say.
walao. shes so overboard lorhhs.
so retarded.

anyway. after that.
we watched a little of herbie and mtv.
and I SAW AYUMI'S MV.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.!
but nevermind that.
what really made my day was that.
we played badminton(:
it was FUN FUN FUN.
i'll never forget that day.
(: thanks xiling.!
and erm.
i had this horrible feeling that your dad doesnt like me.
bleh.
like i care =x

`124

2006-12-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

lalala.
at cousin's house now
hahha.
anyway i thought it might be boring cause.
well im not really in good terms with my cousins.
BUT IT WAS FUN IN THE END.!
in the END.
that is.
hahaha.
when i came in the room.
i was like. WOW.
everyone's looking at us and im like. shyt. what am i supposed to do now.?!
lol.
then my auntie talked about christianity.
lol.
so well.
yea. she said she would bring me to her church when i want to.
errr. think i wont though.
thanks auntie ^^"

anyway, i played with my cousins.
LEGO.
lol.!!
right.
we built many many stuffs and i saw some FASCINATING stuffs.
LOL.
will upload the pics soon.!
haha. thats about it.
would come online soon.!
DON'T WORRY UNCLE(:

`123

2006-12-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

ahhh. i had a REAL REAL good night sleep last night.
everything's solved.
i think..
i mean.
yea. you..
erm. i really dont think you should think that way..
cause seriously.
I should be the one thinking that way.
you're like.. everything a girl can ask for.
and im just -.-
yea so.. its THE OTHER WAY AROUND.
why are you so depressed over it oO"
lol.
anyway.. i do hope there'll be a change of attitude.
LOL. if not i cannot sleep liao.
T-T
you do know right.
I'M ALWAYS LEAKING OIL CAUSE OF YOU(:

`122

2006-12-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

heartbroken-ed.

`121

2006-12-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

alrights.!
today was a GREAT GREAT day.!
i went to suntec with VIVIEN.!
well it was like erm. hl couldnt come.
xinyi couldnt come.
CAROLINE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT IT.!! ( WHY.!? )
and so well.
i went with vivien.!
WE DID ALOT OF THINGS ~~~
( will upload my pics later )

we stayed for MORE THAN AN HR IN THE ARCADE.
(:
wow.
we DDR-ed, para-ed, drum mania-ed
LOL.
alot la.
damn shuang x)
i can like. DIE WITH NO REGRETS NOW.
(:

anyway. i was HORRIBLE TODAY.
ahahahaha.
i did soooo many STUPID things..
-.-
like. for eg.
i was in kopitiam..
and..
I DROPPED MY METAL BOWL ( after i've eaten of course. )
i was eating BOGOGI.! ( barbecued beef )
and i was talking and talking.
and. oops ><>

`120

2006-12-18T17:47:00.000+08:00

okay right.
today is some STUPID day.
-.-
like.. SERIOUSLY.!!
T-T
okay
i dont know.
im sooo...
T-T.. help...

`119

2006-12-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

alrights.
this is soooo bad.
something is just bothering me.
i havent a good night sleep in like.
3 or 4 days already.
and last night was most horrible.
i cant sleep.
i was on my bed TRYING to sleep for TWO HOURS.
like. SERIOUSLY.
i cant sleep.!!
i keep thinking of A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS
its going through my mind repeatedly..
whats wrong.??
i mean.
i never had problems like that at all.
i visualise a lot of erm.
most of the daily life stuff..
and i cant sleep...
and i tried NOT thinking of anything
clear my mind. clear clear...
so last night.
IT WAS ALREADY 1AM.
WAY WAY WAY PAST MY BED TIME.
i couldnt stop THINKING.
and it was getting irritating.
like i really want to call someone up..
:'(
ohh dear..
what should i do.??
i had to on my music in the end to try to get rid of all my thoughts..
....
spare me T-T

`118

2006-12-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

phew.
this is GREAT.
yep.
my mom's problem is SOLVED.
rawr. fast yea.?
anyway, im going out on 19.!
>< and im not going to the class outing.
>< sorry guys ~.~
oh yea.
WE'RE GOING TO PARA ~! hahahaha.
hahahaha.

anyway.
I FELL IN LOVE.
x)
WITH THE SONG 'I KNOW YOU LIKE ME'
whoooo ~~ HAHAHAHA.
this
song
RAWRS.
listen to it people.!!
er.
i'll update it on my blog ipod soon k.?
swoon ~~

`117

2006-12-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

ahh
these few days i cant blog or even go online much.
my mom has been really nutty these few days.
shes like.
DONT LIKE TO STUDY RIGHT.?!
DROP SCHOOL LA.!!!
walao.
since when i say that.?!
anyway
she confiscated my hp..
blocked my internet..
oh great man.
and she comes back home everyday asking.
YOU DO YOUR HW ANORT.?!
GOT GOT GOT.!?
HUH.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW.!?
NO TALKING ON THE PHONE ALREADY.!
blah blah.
seriously.
IM GETTING IRRITATIED.
but no no..
i wont hate her.
i wont curse her..
tolerate.. tolerate...
T-T

`116

2006-12-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

WUAA.
i cut my hair liao.
(:
hahaha.
i tell you.
THE FRINGE IS SOOOOOO SHORT.
SHORT SHORT.!
T-T
why so short..
sad sad.
anyway.
here are some pics of my short fringe T-T

right.
forgot to put night mode.
rawr -.-

in the car.
SEE MY FRINGE SO SHORT.!!!
><

there. hahaha. but if i wear specs i'll look NERDY.!
T-T

`115

2006-12-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

dear uncle.
im so sorry you cant see my blog
T-T
i'll try to work it...
but i didnt change anything oO"

anyway..
bleh
im kinda depressed now.
like yea...
ok im not stressing anybody or anything but..
argh.
nevermind..
i dont know la. rawr...
arar T-T

`114

2006-12-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE - DANIEL BEDINGFIELD

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms.

`113

2006-12-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

PATIENCE - TAKE THAT

Just have a little patience
Still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
But any minute all the pain will stop

Just hold me close
Inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions

Cause I.........
Need time......
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try........
And have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
Its complicated but understand me

Cause I.........
Need time......
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try........
And have a little patience

Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Have a little patience
Have a little patience, woah

Cause I, I just need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing

Just try and have a little patience

Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience

uncle (: hahaha. this song you MUST hear.! search in radio blog. they only have the acoustic but.. its nice anyway X)

`112

2006-12-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

RIGHT.
I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLAIN TO THE SCHOOL. ( BNSS )
THAT THEY ARE TOO MUCH
BY TRYING TO SAVE WATER AND NOT WASH THE HALL.
i mean.
HOW CAN THEY RUN THE SCHOOL LIKE THAT.!?
its damn damn damn damn DAMN dirty.!
i tell you. we were all having a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE time.!!
T-T
everyone's like. black black dark dark liao.
HEY.
SO MUCH FOR KEEPING OURSELVES CLEAN HUH.!?
thats no wonder why SARS can spread soooooo fast.!!
MOE should really do something about this.!
RAWR.
anyway.
LOOK.!
BLACK FEET.!!!
rawr.!!!!

for more ugly pics, go to my albums.
x)
hahaha im sooo lazy to upload them all.
although its only like.. 3 or 4 pics -.-

I HAD AN HR'S BATH TO GET RID OF ALL THESE SHYT.!
RAWR.!

`111

2006-12-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

Jessica simpson - i think im in love with you

Yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah..
Yeah yeah Ohhhhh

Everytime you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do

And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool

My friends tell me
Somethin has come over me
And I think I know what it is

I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Just the other night baby, I saw you hangin
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind

I don't know what's gotten into me
But, God, I think I know what it is

In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes with you

Somethin strange has come over me
Got me goin out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside

I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you (goin outta my mind)
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

`110

2006-12-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

there CANNOT be any more BORING day then it is TODAY.
guess what.?
IM PLAYING NEOPETS.
bored to THAT extend
-.-... right..
hahaha.
anyway.!!
ok.
i dont know what more can i say.
IM JUST BORED TO THE CORE.
RAWR.
right.
hahaha. okay.
erm.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG T_T
okay PICTURES.!
nice.?
LOL.
ar ar draw for me one x)
lol.
oO"
ok shall end here.
I SERIOUSLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY T-T

`109

2006-12-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL.
haha.
alrights.
i cant really post long but i shall post about YESTERDAY(:
i was having dinner with my GOD COUSIN yesterday.!!
rawr.
SHES SOOOO CUTE.
you can see her pics at the PRECIOUS MOMENTS section.
or something like that..
haha right. and she look SOOOO INNOCENT.
BUT BUT BUT.
shes NOT.!
rawr.!!
it scared the shit out of me when she said..

you know.
theres this lady who wants to make her BREASTS 44 TIMES BIGGER.!!!!!
and i was like.
*gasp with mouth STILL open*
and you know what.?!
the guy is like WORSE.
HE WANTED HIS PENIS TO GROW TO THE GROUND.!!
and i was like.
* OHHHHHH MYYYYYY GODDDDDD *
for an innocent, cute angelic, primary TWO gurl.!
SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
..
OHHH
MYYY
GODDD.
okay.
i have like nothing to say AT ALL.
-.-
ohh and she said something really cute.
she said.
hahahaha i bet im taller than my mom.!!
o.o... lets see how small she really is yea.?
hahaha
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2098630838
her pics are there ~

`108

2006-12-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

I COULD GET USED TO THIS - The Veronicas

You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
I could get used to this

You think I look the best
When my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist
I could get used to this

Because I know you're too good to be true
I must have done something good to meet you

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

You love the songs I write
You like the movies I like
There must be some kind of twist
But I could get used to this

You kiss me listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

If there's a dark side to you I haven't seen it
Every good thing you do feels like you mean it

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
And I could get used to this
ar ar ~ thank you.

`107

2006-12-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

alrights.
today is erm. well okay day.
x)
hahaha right then.! im training on the HARD SONGS in o2 now(:
blehh.
but i only managed to complete..
christmas memories lvl 14 oO"
LOL.
ohh wells. anyway.
I REALLY WANT TO POST THESE FEW erm.
para.? not sure.
hahaha.
its from a book.
called.. shopaholic & sister by sophie kinsella
(:
MUST get her books (:

ok i really liked this part

okay becky has to look after some children and she had to perform a trick to stop them from fighting.

oh god. they're chanting. and the boys are banging the floor with their fists. any minute, they're going to get up and start bashing each other again. a trick. a trick. my mind scurries about frantically. do i know any tricks.?

"ok.!" i said in desperation. 'i'll do a trick.! watch this.!'

i spread my arms with a flourish, then reach behind my back with swirly, elaborate movements, spinning it all out as i can.

then i unhook my bra through my shirt, trying to remember what colour it is.

oh yes. it's my bright pink one with the bows. perfect.

the entire room was agog.

'what are you doing.?' says a little girl with wide eyes.

'wait and see.!'

trying to keep the air of mystery, i loop one bra strap discreetly over my arm, then the other one. the children are now staring at me avidly.

now i've got my confidence back, i think i'm doing rather well at this. in fact, i think im a bit of a natural.!

'watch very carefully,' i say in a solemn, magician's voice, ' as i am going to make something.. APPEAR.!'

a couple of children gasp.

i could really do with a drum roll here.

'one.. two.. three.. ' in a flash of pink, i pulled my bra our from my sleeve, and hold it aloft."ta-daah.!"

the whole room erupts in ecstatic cheers.

hahaha.
later she thought everyone fell for her 'magic trick' when one boy shouted, WE WANT BECKY.! SHE TOOK OFF HER BRA.!
LOL.
she was ASHAMED ASHAMED.
i lurve the way she writes this book.
every minute theres BOUND to be a funny part that can totally make you laugh your arse off.
x)
hahaha.
this book should be a MOVIE.!
best movie ever x)

`106

2006-11-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

LONG TIME NO UPDATE.!
hahahahaha. alrights.
SOMETHING GREAT HAPPENED JUST NOW.
muhahahahaha.
I WON YAMJIM IN O2.
blehh.
so much for being a PRO in FLY MAGPIE.
PUI.!
ahahhaaha
right then.
HERE ARE THE PRINT SCREENS.!
this is for fly magpie NORMAL. hahaha
so much for being a pro.

this is fly magpie HARD.
again.
so much for being a pro.! MUHAHAHAHA.

haha
bach normal.

blehh.
i win i win i win.
LOSER.
still wanna haolian to me.
RAWR.!

anyway.
TODAY'S SOOOO HORRIBLE.
right.
hahaha.
pains pains PAINS.
ahahahaha. thanks to DANCE.
i cant bend.
cant really move.
T_T rawr..
panda's gonna die..
or shes getting old..
HOW.?!

`105

2006-11-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

alrights.
lets continue with the previous post shall we.?
x)

okay. i saw something that TOTALLY TOTALLY CAUGHT MY ATTENTION.
okay and xinyi's attention too.!
we both were like.
going down the escalator and suddenly.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *RUNS*

THIS, magical sight, made me and xinyi go GAGA.!

okay there. i went MAD MAD MAD.

okay. me and xinyi were scanning through the machines and she saw. NARUTO.
of course, i searched for..
POKEMON.
(:
right.
i just took a 10 buck note and changed for $1.!
BUT.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
AUNTIE DOESNT HAVE ENOUGHT $1 FOR 10 BUCKS.!
RAWR.!!

okay. so i only had $8.
BLEHH.
so i turned it like MAD.
but dear xinyi doesnt have just ONE more $1 to get her naruto.
so i spared her $1...

haha.
inside my bag.!!

alrights.
i went home and all.
and opened my little presents x)
hahaha.

i THINK its a mantine.
or HOW you spell it.
most likely featured in the NEW pokemon show. hahahaha x)

hmm.
THIS IS THE NEW LEGENDARY POKEMON.!

some.. parot.?!
LOL.
will figure name =X

PIKACHU ~
lol.

some mantine box.
hahaha.
FILLED WITH STICKERS INSIDE.!

there ~

alrights.
my only TWO regrets after coming back from vivo.?

1. I DIDNT PARA.! WUAAAA.
2. I DIDNT GET ENOUGH POKEMON MERCHANDISE.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

`104

2006-11-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

okay. for my post this time, i'll not write SO much words ahaha. PICTURES.!

alrights. yesterday was FUN FUN FUN. VIVO CITY ~

when we first got there, i must say. it wasnt as big as i thought it'll be.!
( but later i realised its only HALF of what im seeing so.. okay its big )

haha i must say, it is a very VERY classy place. hahaha. and i lurved PAGE ONE. ( bookstore )
it was the first shop we went into and we got stuck there for a REALLY REALLY long time.
the atmosphere was FANTASTIC. ( even better than kino, my heaven oO" )

THOSE WHOLE ROWS OF BOOKS ARE COMIC BOOKS.!! look at xinyi gasp oO

rows rows rows..

look at the bookshelves.!
up down u look p down ~
NICE.

another beautiful picture of the shelves ~

i simply just LURVE the atmosphere there. haha. and later we walked to many different places and all.. and we had LUNCH (: we had lunch at THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP. MY GOD. after looking at what vivien and carol were eating ( a set for 2 ) i almost gagged. SERIOUSLY. i lost my appetite.

LOOK AT THE SERVING.!
ALOT.!!!
the tougay made me gag ( once )

OUR DESERT ~

alright.
after our lunch i feel like gagging even MORE. too full =.=

then we walked and walked.. and we went to MOTHERLAND. ( not sure if the place name is called MOTHERLAND.. )
GOD. their things there are B-E-AUTIFUL ~
they're all SO PRECIOUS. but the price is also 'precious'.

beautiful cakes ~
MADE OF PLASTIC.

COOKIE HOUSE.!
hahahaha.
SO CUTE.!

ICE CREAM CART.! kawaii ~ ne.!

kitchen set.!
( if i had one i'd NEVER use it (: )

another kitchen set.!
kawaii ~

cash register.!

okay. and i saw something that SO totally freaked me out.!

grab any 2 big strawberry pillows for a special price..
ONLY $100.! oO"

hahaha.
very nice place that is.
(:

i took ALOT OF THEIR BACKS.
well cause they didnt want to pose for me
):

sexy back (:

pretty woman ~
walking down the street ~

we also went to some erm. shirt shops.? to look for SOMEONE'S present (: hahahaha. okay i was bored so i was having fun with the CAMERA (:

caroline dont steal.!
[=<

hmph.! dare to take picture of me.!

huilian come so late le still sleepy.?
hahaha. the camera seems to focus on SHULING ~

haha lean on me ~

hahaha it was FUN FUN FUN.! we went to the open space upstairs in vivo and.. WHOA. ITS UNBELIEVEABLY BIG.!

open space ~ walking towards e-zone.! hahahaha.

look at the structure behind oO"

there. close up view (:

water thingy.. that people soak up their legs ( OR EVEN SWIM, for small kids )

E-ZONE.!

yep. and we played some erm.
whats that called... table hockey.?
aiiya. its that you use the thingy to hit some.. pallet oO?!
okay hard to explain.
but i injured my hand T.T.!!!
my arms hurt like crazy too oO"
SEE. NEVER EXERCISE.!
x)

see the red part.? the darkest red part SWELLED.!
okay. i was TOO extreme when i played it. =X anyway hahaha. I DIDNT TRY PARAPARA. regret regret.! ohh wells. BUT MY MOM ALLOWED ME TO GO OUT AGAIN TO SUNTEC TO TRY IT OUT ONE DAY.! guys, set the date please ~ later we went to VIVO MART, where 3 differnt types of supermarket merge together. hahaha. ALOT OF STUFFS. and alot of lame pictures =X
PRINGLES.!

LAYS.!!

BLUE POTATO CHIPS.!? eww.. no offence ** cute pans that are the same size as.. AN EGG.! ( as in the broken up one ) okay. FRIED egg.

PIGGY SWEETS. ( if i had one i WONT eat it FOR SURE.!!! )

hello kitty biscuits.! ( NICE BOX ) hello kitty biscuits ( box shapped like a FRIDGE.! )

GOLD BARS.!

HELLO KITTY SWEETS.!! MUHAHAHAHA.

( from left ) huilian, me and vivien. haha. there was a mirror behind the bread x)

huilian, dont hit people with bread la.! x) haha going down ~~ okay i cant host EVERY picture i took. cause erm. they are lame and.. ITS ALOT.!! so.. hahaha x)

okay and we left and.. went downstairs or something..
cant remember..
but..
i saw something that made my eyes GLITTER.
i saw...
MY HEAVEN.
VENDING MACHINES.!!!

TO BE CONTINUED.

`103

2006-11-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING I'M NOT

oh no
don't go changing
that's what you told me from the start
thought you where something different
that's when it all just fell apart
like you're so perfect
and i can't measure up
well i'm not perfect
just all messed up

i was loosing myself to somebody else
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything i'm not

it's not like i need somebody
telling me where i should go at night
don't worry you'll find somebody
someone to tell how to live their life
cause your so perfect
and no one measures up
yeah all by yourself
you're all messed up

i was loosing myself to somebody else
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything i'm not

now wait a minute
because of you
i never knew all the things that i had
hey don't you get it
i'm not going anywhere with you tonight
cause this is my life

i was loosing myself to somebody else
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's was everything
everything i'm not

but now i see
i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything i'm not

nice song nice lyrics.. (: hahaha.. i hope today'll be a good day and all..
but im rather worried.. so.. hmm..i cant stop thinking of what to do..

`102

2006-11-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

blehh.
i must say.
today's one BORING day.
hahaha.
today maple couldnt work again so i totally spent my time jammin' today.
hahahaha. with kor and aaron (:
well haha thanks for talking to me for SOOO long haha.!
but nehhs.. must think of subject. subject.!
yepp and erm. im finally lvl 29.
and the good news is... I FINALLY OWN MY KOR.!!!! OWNAGE.!
YES.!!
hahahahha finally i beat you le nehhs (:
and yea.
i dont know if you'd be reading this aaron.
hahaha.
or aa or EH for short x)
im going to vivo tomorrow oO"
haha i didnt want to tell you cause im afraid you might find me there x)
hahahaha yepp so if you're reading this you'd know.
if you're not... well too bad x)
hahaha anyway yea. its an occasionly thingy.. that i can go out once or twice during hols.
and of course ( i cant go out with guys alone or anything )
yepp. and i didnt want to erm. make you puke when you see me =X
hahahahahaha xD
so.. IF you've read this. DONT FIND ME.
lalala ~ im gonna para para tomorrow.
(:
yepp.
and friend c is going =/
soo...
its gonna be a hard day for me jia.?
):
but ohh wells.
for vivien's birthday, ANYTHING'LL DO.!
hahahaha. vivien happy nehhs.
so many people gonna celebrate with you (:
im so jealous =X
x)

`101

2006-11-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

today im in such a bad bad bad mood
maple cannot work..
o2 keep loosing..
to make things worse..
T.T

gtp mmt jgjd g ajwawp gmppgp mtdp dd
gm jtpt pad tgat wmt tggmj md md tggp wawyesterday was fun.. thankyou. and how i wish i wont be going on thur..

`100

2006-11-20T19:05:00.000+08:00

WUAA.
my 100th post.
hahaha.
right.
CHERYL HASNT PASSED ME THE PHOTOS YET.!!!
...
and shes uploading it tonight..
but i doubt i'll have the time to get it from there.
CAUSE IM GONNA CHALLENGE YAMJIM TODAY
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ok.
anyway.
hahahaha.
ohh wells.
tomorrow then.
THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW
(:

`99

2006-11-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

right.
cause i didnt get all the pictures we took last night from cheryl.
i would update the pictures on the NEXT post.
most likely tomorrow **

haha right.
yesterday was a MEMORABLE DAY.
yes it was (:
hahaha.
first.
we went there.
and it was pretty boring cause WE WERE TOO EARLY.
and wow. the place is DARN GRAND.
cheryl said only rich tai tais go there **
so yea.
can see.?
saturday night fever ~
hahaha.
right.
and i was damn bored and stuffs.
and cheryl came later
and things started to get more interesting
(:

first we talked at the HUGE OPEN SPACE
( i figured it must be for smokers )
and the scenery was BEAUTIFUL.
we were...
about 4 or 5 stories high.
and damn the night lights were beautiful.
but i didnt take a pic of it cause i didnt bring out my camera
T.T.!!
right then.
we talked and hahahaha.
theres this waiter who came and gave us a drink.
( it really made me feel like im an important guest oO" )
he was holding the tray and all with drinks and his other hand at his back.
i think they were trained like that.
EVERY ONE of the waiters and waitresses pose like that.
right..
hahaha.
so when our drink was done.
they would come again to ask if we needed more.
and stuffs.
brillant services.
xD

hahaha.
and later we went back in.
and took LOTS of photos.
we went to the toilet to take as well.
( AS USUAL )
i only have a few with me..
others with cheryl.
=/

okay.
i'll upload ALL my photos tomorrow cause.
I'VE GOT NO TIME.
okok.
and we took photos.
lame pics and all.
hahaha.
and the whole thing started.
this dj.
i must say.
HE'S DARN GOOD.
hahahaha.
right.
he cracked LOADS of jokes.

anyway the VPs were all talking and making speaches and stuff.
and after that the dj announced.
NOW. WE SHALL SERVE FOOD.!
and all the lights dimmed.
and flashes of green and yellow light well.
shined.!?
ok.
more like disco.
=.=ll
right.
then the waiters and waitresses MARCHED in.!
=.=ll
and they even had BEATS to put down their plates and get back up.
gosh.
thats really lame isnt it.?
after the whole march.
then these like.
crackers thingy blew.
and we were ready to eat.!
=.=ll

haha.
I MUST SAY.
THEIR FOOD'S FANTASTIC.
hahahaha.
i lurve their oct
*drool*
nevermind.
=.=ll

haha.
there was this activity.
that a few guys were called out.
and i cant believe what they just did cause..
2 had brooms, 1 had a toilet scrubber and 1 had drum sticks.
and THEY STARTED PERFORMING.
kinda like they're in a band.
and BOY.
they were happy.!!
hahahaha.
they're a buncha old men =X
but they're darn active.!
( i think they drank oO )
hahaha right.
that made me laugh xD
after that a few ladies were called up and they did the same.
they sang to...
LADY MARMALADE ~
hahhaahahhaa.
HOTT ~

hahahaha.
of course,
more food were served along the way and stuff.
hahaha.
my mom even performed.!!
haha.
saturday night fever ~~
hahahaha.
damn shes good (:

lol.
later they had this game.
2 guys and a girl were given chilli tied to a string.
and the dj said.
tie it to your waist so the chilli would be in between your legs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
he made it sound DISGUSTING.
then he said.
now i shall give you each a ping pong ball.!!
you must be thinking something dirty aint it.?
hahahaha.
cause.
the objective of the game is to hit the pingpong ball with the chilli only.!
which means.!
only swinging x)
muhhahahahahaha
darn funny that part.
it made everyone stand to watch.
x)

then the dance section ~
hahaha.
my mom pulled me and cheryl out.
but we went to the toilet instead.!
AND.
I SAW.
A GUY.
SQUATTING IN FRONT OF THE TOILET BOWL
WHISTLING.

1. guys shouldnt be in a girl's toilet
2. why is he squatting.?
3. YOU DONT WHISTLE TO TOILET BOWLS.!

and later i realised...
.... man i was soo embarrassed.

1. she isnt a guy.
2. she IS squatting. BUT THERES A SMALL GIRL IN FRONT OF HER.
3. she was whistling so that girl would shut up and shit.
...
GREAT.
...
hahahahaha.
oops.?
my bad my bad.
hahaha.

then we went back.
AND WE DID BOOGIEEE.
OHH MAN.
i didnt know it felt SOOOO good to dance with a whole lot of others.
hahahahaha.
i danced with my mom ( FIRST TIME )
and i had fun with cheryl and my uncle ~~ ( i must say he is a real good dancer (: )
and..
I HAD FUN WITH MY DAD.
wow.
i never have fun with my dad oO"

hahaha.
boooyea ~
and later.
LOSE MY BREATH WAS ON.
WAWAWAWAWAWA.
and i couldnt help but did..
what i did best..
that EVERY MODERN DANCER SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO BY NOW.
i did a body wave ~
hahahaha.
and the up down up down chest thing.
LOL.
cheryl cant stop laughing.
my mom tried to do it.
my uncle was DARN HAPPY.
and BLEHH
IT WAS FUN.!!
hahahahaha
me and cheryl sooo totally owned the dance floor ~
haha.
at the near end.
RAPPING SONGS STARTED.
LEAN BACK LEAN BACK ~
argh.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LURVE THAT SONG.
we danced (:
hahaha.
and i did the circular body motion thingy.
and my auntie tried to do it too.
xD
hahahahahahahahaha.
she looked cute =X
hahaha.

at about 11pm we left.
): damn i missed it loads.
I WOULD BE LOOKIN' FORWARD TO NEXT YR'S DND.
hahahahaha

* pictures would be uploaded on the next post *

hmmm.
i cant remember anything else..
shall write again if i can remember them on the next post.
xD
gotta run.!
(: TTFN.!

`98

2006-11-18T15:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
ok.
im sooo happy today.
well for no right reason lurhhs.
just happy (:

right.
later im gonna have piano again..
and well.
i've got to explain to her what happened.
=X
im sure she WOULDNT wanna hear what i've got to say.
blehhs.
ohh wells.

AND LATER.
IM GOING TO THE DND.!
( DnD = dinner and dance )
and today's theme is..
NIGHT FEVER ~
boo yea.!
IM GOING RETRO.!

right then.
hahaha.
my retro clothes..
are kinda modern oO
hahahhaa.
hmmm
here are some pics of it
(:
haha MY BOOTS.
shuai bahhs.?
HAHAHAHA.

haha
thats my poka-dot shirt im gonna wear.!!
hahaha.
darn retro.
i look like some 70s people.
hahahaha.
reminds me of the vid daddy sent.
xD
of course, im gonna wear something inside
( i cant possibly button EVERYTHING up right.!??!! )

haha thats the skirt im gonna wear
hahahaha.
i cant wear my white shorts cause its weird when its together with my boots.
):
ohh wells.
hahahaha
hope i'll be able to take more pics when im in the dinner.!!
hahahaha.
ooh yea.
i took a pic of my mom.!!
SHE PURPOSELY CURLED HER HAIR FOR TODAY.

awww.
aint she retro looking already.?
HAHAHAHA.

alrights.
i gotta bathe now.
hahaha.
im gonna see CHERYL
(: <33
missing you already.
HAHAHA.

`97

2006-11-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

hahaha.
today was FUN FUN FUN.
(:
it really makes a difference whether the piano exam's near or not huh.
HAHAHA.
i could really PLAY SOO WELL TODAY.
haha.
and yea.
i played maple in the morning
oO
with sihui and jinting.!!
hahahaha
( restarted maple cause of daddy (: )
haha
and yea
later we played o2.!!
haha.
cause.
erm.
someone went offline.
make until EVERYONE so angry.
hahahahaha
so we o2..
and yea.
I MUST SAY
JINTING IMPROVED ALOT ORHHS.
(: (:
hahahah
after that i dced and EVERYONE suddenly went off oO?
haha.
they were makin' a fuss over FRIENDSTER.
hahahahaha.
blehh.
aiiya.
in all.
today was fun.
(: (:
hahahaha.
ANG XINYI.
when are you gonna start
T.T.

hahaha.
and.
DADDY.
jiayou (:
haha im so glad you're someone who can just.
take things easy.
if not my heart break arhhs.

`96

2006-11-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha.
today's a FLUNG.
(:
haha.
ok.
i was like.
i want to start my pieces first.
*bang bang bang*
ok...
then my first piece.
BAD.
alright..
he was like.
*write write write* okay thankyou. next piece please.
ok.
2nd piece
*askdfhoqsndasiond;asbfulasdubldfu*
...
after VERY VERY LONG
( cause wrong notes ALL over the place. )
then he paused.
like A REAL LONG TIME
........ okay... THANK YOU. next.
...
T.T
right.
hahahaha.
THEN SCALES.
omg.??
=.=ll
haha
b flat major.
....
anyhow play something**
right...
g sharp major
... errrr.. * play upwards.*
stopped there* put down fingers*
I DONT KNOW.
..
then he was like..
okay..
a flat major.?
*shakes head*
no.?
er.
blah blah blah.
THIS CONTINUED FOR 7 TIMES.
..
sight reading.
*dsfiosahdfoqsdnoasid*
*pause* ... err OKAY.
THANKYOU.
now for your oral test.
.....

this continued.
and i tell you.
IM SO SORRY
for wasting time and money.
BUT I DONT KNOW.
(:
haha.
its a load off ~
hahahahahaha.
YES.
playtime for me ~
haha.
and..
ARCADE.
im very much looking forward to that.!!
hahahaha.
para para ~~
lol.
i suck =X

`95

2006-11-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

right.
tomorrow's my exam.
argh.
fark it la.
i dont give a damn.
....

ok this is making my mood sooo horrible.
hahahaha.
ok.
yea.
im darn happy.
oO..
i won ryan in o2
=X
okok only 3 games.
but hey.!
I WON.
hahahaha.
never before ~
hahaha.
but erm.
i was soooooo stressed up.
yep..
that i ended up shivering and blacking out.
zZ.!!
im sooooo into this dumb game
hahahaha.

ok right.
and erm.
nothing happened much today
BUT.
i want to post this lyrics out.
(:
IM IN LURVE WITH THIS SONG.!
with erm.
some reasons..

THIS IS HOW I DISAPPEAR - my chemical romance

GO!

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, f***!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!

and a message to..
SOMEBODY who thinks this makes sense.
( you'll know its you when you see this )
erm.
i think i do know what you wanted to say last night.
but i want to tell you.
i knew everything lerr so.
haha.
no worries (:
its okay.
(:
haha.
hope you'll see this.
^^
and good luck to you and her (:

`94

2006-11-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

im sorry for not being happy with my results and all yea.?
and like yea.
i knew you were irritated so i didnt go with you guys..
and.
erm.
i had a feeling he wanted to go so..
^^"...

anyway.
yea.
sometimes thinking back.
i really cant bring myself to HATE someone.
i mean.
if i got angry with you.
i can keep saying i hate you.
but its just that little bit of...
i dont know how to explain.
its like i dont mean all those cause i do want you back as a friend.
if you dont feel that way at all then..
well im not your friend.
yep.
it just means that i dont mean anything to you at all.
oh wells.

reason i typed it that way is cause there is no other way i could write it.
i really need to tell someone but there isnt anyone i can really confide to now
):
so yea..
i assumed ed or you ( oO )
decoded the codes.
oh wells.
i only just realised why you're reacting like that in school.
no offence, i dont blame you.
oh wells.
life goes on ~

`93

2006-11-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

boo yea baby.
i can snap liaos.
(:
hahaha.
but my joint hurts
oO...
haha.
yepp.
my exam's in 3 days time.
im sorry but im not gonna do anything about it.
):
haha.
im bound to fail.
and i can bet my life on it.
haha.
oh wells.

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`92

2006-11-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

wow..
hahahaha.
matrix trailer.
hahaha.
but by the south park characters.!!
hahahahahaha.

MARTIX RELOADED

haha.

and i pass by these para clips.
god they're cool.!!

we love techpara - cuerpo

i've always wanted to try parapara.
but i dont dare
>.<>

and yea..
piano has becomed so devistating that.
i dont know.
i seriously want to pon10 my exam.
whats there to go.
go there and fail.
or dont go and fail.
i'd rather not go.
the exam fees..
when i grow up then i return to my parents bahhs.
zZ
i seriously DONT WANT to take exams.
my scales never learn finish.
pieces are all in a mess.
oral i tyco.
how to pass.!?
ARGH.
$@#%@#$ it la.
i dont care liao la.
on that day im going MISSING.
see what they can do to me.

`91

2006-11-12T11:57:00.000+08:00

ohh man.
im watching south park WOW over and OVER again.!!
damnit.
its like the BEST EPISODE EVER.
hahahahaha.
right now.

part of the scenes i like.
(:

1. BLIZZARD

GUY 1 : he's playing WOW so much that he has reach a level we thought was unreachable. he's actually able to kill our admins. and he grows stronger everyday.. *tension*

GUY 2 : jesus.. i've gotta get home.! my kids are playing WOW right now.!

GUY 1 : jim.. your kids characters.. are already dead.

GUY 2 : no.. no.. THEY'VE JUST STARTED PLAYING.!!

2. BLIZZARD ADMIN

GUY 1 : we're dealing with someone here who.. has absolutely no life.

JAP GUY : how do you kill that which has no life.?

...

3. MEETING

BUTTERS : i dont play WOW.

CARTMAN : butters. you said you were on your computer all the time.

BUTTERS : yea. but im playing hello kitty island adventures

*silence*

CARTMAN : butters.. go buy WOW, install it on your computer and join the online sensation before we all murder you.

4. IN THE GAME

BUTTERS : hey fellas.! boy this is neato huh ( oO?? )

CARTMAN : butters.. wth are you doing.?

BUTTERS : i got WOW like you said.

CARTMAN : you cant be the drawf character butters im the drawf.

BUTTERS : well theres only like four races to choose from-

CHARTMAN : SO PICK ANOTHER ONE.! IM THE DRAWF YOU STUPID ASSHOLE.! log out, create a new character and log back in.!

5. BEFORE CHARGING

CARTMAN : prepare to charge.! scroll over him with your mouse cursors.! and.! RIGHT CLICK.!

6. BLIZZARD ADMIN

GUY 1 : gentlemen.. this could very well lead to the end of the world.... of warcraft

PART 1

ok im tired of typing what they said.
xD
hahahaha.
so watch it yourself yea.?
you wont regret watching
(: (:

PART 2

PART 3

`90

2006-11-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

haha
i found an insane guy in O2.!!
i bet he has no life.!!
hahahahaha.
lookiee.!

haha.
yep and i came across my screenshots
(:

thats me in o2.
hahaha.
theres something wrong with the pic i think.
but it looks like that.
hahahaha.
nice yea.?
x)
okok.
i dont brag.

haha
i took this pic when i was lvl 14.
i wasnt happy.
hahahaha.
cause.
IM DEAD.
and ryan is ALIVE AND UNTOUCHED.
ok.
hahaha.
cause of that.
i wanted to become pro-er
hahahaha.
but im satisfied with my lvl now
(:

thats the group of people we USED to play with.
(:
hahaha.
from left to right.
huilian, me, xinyi and edmund.
<3>.<... ... okay its alright. next.! haha.
im the odd one out there.
i'm holding another guitar
oO..
HAHAHAH.
ok lame.
liddat also wanna take.
btw.
VIVIEN'S IN THAT PIC.
(:

haha.
my best song last time.
v3 EASY.
hahahaha.
yepp.
i topped.
(:
but it wasnt my best.
hahaha.

yea.
this is my best.
i think.
hahahahahaha.
both of that is v3.!
haha.
EASY MODE.

now thats amadeus.
hahahaha.
my first time.!
when i didnt get ANY mistakes for it.
hahah.
but the goods' alot.
oO..
must train
(:

that was when the world's PACKED with people.!
hahahahaha.

the first perfect i've EVER gotten.!!
BUT.
i kinda cheated..
cause it was..
WAITING FOR LOVE.
hahahahaha.
LVL ONE SONG.
(:
i just wanted to see the word
xD

and of course.
not forgetting the one and only..
DADDY.
(:
presenting his COMBO MANIA.!
but i believe that isnt his best YET.
hahaha.
with more training,
daddy sure can beat me one
(:
daddy jiayou.!

thats it guys.!
hahaha

`89

2006-11-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

wua.. lonely.
today i kept looking at the time. thats what i really feel.
i dont want to go back to piano. you everytime ask me
seriously. edmund or joel leow.?
i feel this.. i always dont want to answer.
tiny tinge of FEAR. cause my answer is JOEL LEOW
i really want to PON10 my piano exam. if you asked me to pick you or him
im scared. i'll pick him too.
i know i cant do it i seriously CANT. why.?
its like. because he is always there for me when im down.
my teacher keep telling me. not that you weren't
why did you give up. but you always find my problems stupid
i havent given up on you. or irritating.
she kept repeating that. he would too
and i tried to hold back my tears like crazy. but he gives me advice.
i kept on going like. something that is very comforting to know
SHYT. now he's ignoring me.
hold back. i cant say its entirely your fault cause
dont cry dont cry. i might be at fault too.
okokokok. but im seriously sad about it.
learn your V3 learn your V3. so..
i kept doing that. and my dear ryan
but i couldnt hold back.! if you'll ever get to read this
im just like. i know whats going on
>.<...
no no no dont drip im sorry i did
shit shit shit.! but whatever it is.
... i dont demand an apology or an explaination
i cant do this. if you're gonna give me one
i wanna go missing on thursday but that wouldnt be fair to my teacher and my parents..
... neither am i going to confront you and blame you
oh i dont know. i just hope that.
i want to DIE. if isabel accepts you.
seriously. please dont do the same thing to did to me.
okok.. it may be fun having more than one girl
i have another lesson later... but its hurting.
... if you do not know
and its raining.. and remember the time i told you about your character
meaning it wont be good i guess.. the endings arent gonna be nice.
oh god. so dont play with fire.
and my hand's injured. it'll burn you.
I CANT PLAY MY SCALES WELL. and i dont want to see that.
because my hand would move to the side. so all the best to you and isabel..
and it'll strain my injured finger. i really hated to say that
but guess im seriously blind to fall for you
pain nevermind.. no offence..
finger cannot press right note cause cannot strain. i should have expected you to do that.
thats. you're the all cool type and your charm kills.
BAD. so yea. .. its expected that you get more than one girl
ok. lets just hope you wont lose EVERYTHING in life
just say it. cause that one happens in dramas
im destined to FAIL. whatever it is.
oh wells.. all the best to you and your life.
i better start brushin' up and all. and i shall say this.
gotta practice ler.. i fell for you before you confessed to me
. i seriously hope this will end soon.. im sorry i lied.
and.. i wanted to play hard to get :P
i dont know.
i suddenly feel...
a surge of..

`88

2006-11-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

alrights.
im feelin' so down right now.
...
evan.
YOU SPOILT MY MOOD.
i dont want to hear it anymore i dont want to hear it anymore.!!
ANYMORE.!!
....
ohh wells..
and my knuckles aint getting any better.
it hurts like $%#@$@!
so..
ohh wells.
i cant snap for quite some time.
haha.
unless i want to taste pain.
which i seriously want to right now.
an eye for an eye.
pain for pain.?
HAHA.
great logic isnt it.
thats no wonder people cut their wrists...it'll never be the same again

`87

2006-11-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

hahaaha.
alrights.
im slacking again.
not practicing my piano
zZ
i've already given up anyway.
btw.
happened to pass by this from josiah's blog.
hahahahaha.
you guys can try it out yourselves too.!!
i cant say its accurate.
but hey.
you guys must feel bored right now thats why you're here aint it.?
haha.
now heres the thing.
there would be meanings for each letter and
use the letters of your name to get the meaning.!
ok.
i dont know if you understand what im talking about.
( cause im crapping )
so..
lets try.!

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

ALRIGHTS.

MINE.!

A : Damn good kisser.

`86

2006-11-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT GUYS.
im gonna put my IDEAL birthday party idea.
HERE.
hahahaha.
ok.
i know its lame.
cause.
IM JUST SOO DARN BORED.

haha.

right.
now lets start
(:

first off.!
WE NEED PAPER PLATES.
we have...

POKEMON PLATES.
or another design if you want.

whoo ~
hahahaha.
just when you thought it's lame and childish enough..
we have..
A POKEMON BANNER.!

hahahahhaa.
alrights.
with the area decorated..
we'll have..
A CENTERPIECE.

so the table would be wonderfully decorated with pokemon to look.
pokemon-ish.
xD
HAHAHAHA.
ok and..
now..

NAPKINS.
HAHAHA.

haha right.
now...

TABLECLOTH.!!

all bright and colourful to brighten the whole table ~
if it needs brightening that is.
=.=ll.
lamer ~
haha.
just when you've had ENOUGH of reading these whole pile of shyt.
THERES MORE.
hahahahaha.

theres CUPS TOO.
whoo.
decorated with POKEMON.
(: (:

alrights
hmmm.
now.
you cant miss the goodie bags can you.?
hahaha.
so
GOODY BAGS PLEASE ~

haha.
right.!!!
now.
goody bags with pokemon stickers.!!

damn.
the stickers are darn nice.
hahahaha.
lastly..

PREZZIES.!

hmmmm.
i would dream to have..
this.!!

hahaha.
alrights.
DONE.
hahaha.
lame.
i know.
but these merchandise are KILLING ME.
hahaha.
ohh wells.
dream on.!!
hahaha.

pokemon craze forever ~

all these are taken from pokemoncenter.com where you can buy all your pokemon merchandise there. its official so dont worry if you'll get cheated.
xD.!

`85

2006-11-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

woot ~
im sooo tired.
just came back from piano.
gees.
im supposed to get to serangoon.
and i took from eunos.
i didnt know how to get to doby gaurt.!!
how to spell **
i took from eunos..
ALL THE WAY TO QUEENSTOWN.
STANDING.!!!!!
walaoo.
i thought they would just reach doby gaurt
(how to spell.. )
and i stood and stood.
until i couldnt wait anymore.
checked the map.
and realised IM WRONG.
i alighted..
took back to raffles place..
changed..
AND DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO GO.
..
the place is darn big la.
i just followed the crowd..
and hahaha.
luckily.
I GOT IT RIGHT.
serangoon here i come.!!

ok.
it was LONG,
and im already LATE.
soo.
=.=ll
hahaha.
and my mother called.
and she was like.
YOU STUPID GIRL.
TOURING SINGAPORE ARHHS.?!
LALALALALA.
ok whatever.!!!
then..
i alighted at serangoon..
and went to the bus stop..
AND REALISED MY BOTTLE WAS LEAKING.
not exactly leaking.
MY BRO POKED A HOLE ON THE BOTTLE CAP.
AND MY TEACHER'S BOOKS
ALL WETTTTT.!!!!
T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T...
stupid boy.
zZz.!

ohh wells.
got there and practiced for only HALF AN HR.
wth.
thats damn short.
I SURE FAIL MY PIANO ONE.
siann.
ohh wells.
ohh and to.
JOEL LEOW.
i dont care how long its taking.
I DONT CARE OK.
and yea.
so be it.
if you want to continue being like that.
then JUST BE IT.
im not going to care.!!!
and edmund,
i wasnt refering to you at the last para.
hahaha.
it was to JOEL LEOW.
argh.
...
whatever la.
dont make me guilty.
CAUSE IM NOT.
hmph.!

`84

2006-11-08T06:56:00.000+08:00

haii.
life hasnt been really smooth for me.
yep.
its been ROUGH.
like REALLY ROUGH.
hmm.
cant think of any rough item now.
sandpaper.?
no..
much much worse.
anyway.
i know i've sinned k..
and i know you wont forgive me.
..
oh great.
now me and xy okay lerr..
but you're still not very happy with me..
=/
so..
i dont know what else i've to say.
i hope you're reading this.
you know who im refering to.
so..
im so sorry..
i guess that phrase doesnt work anymore huh.

ok to erm.
a different person from the one im refering to on top.
whats going on dude.?
why aint you talking to me anymore..
cause me and xy okay le ma.?
i thought you'd be very happy for me.
):
oh wells.
maybe its harder for you to communicate with me with xy around.
is it.?
i hope thats it you know.
i mean..
its okay whats..
though xy isnt very happy with you..
it doesnt mean i cant talk to you.!!
i do want you to call and talk to me one ehh.
T.T...
anything tell me lehhs.
liddat i keep guessing i'd go bonkers one lehhs.
hope you'll call me soon.
^^"..
oh and if you're angry with me
( in i dont know what way.. )
i apologise..
hmm.
if you dont accept..
CALL ME.
i'll make you accept
^^
hahahaha.
okok.
=X

and to hanbing and daddy.
(:
haha.
THANK YOU.
though i only told hanbing everything last night.
haha.
still THANK YOU.
especially daddy ~~~
hahahahaha.
yep.
you both got my mind off this incident.
and daddy advised me like ALOT.
hahahahaha.
but i know you wont be reading this so..
haha.
GOD BLESS BOTH OF YOU.!
(:

sorry xy.
i called hanbing instead of you
was cause i cried when you told me E didnt forgive me
>_<
i hope you'll see this
^^"

`83

2006-11-04T07:33:00.000+08:00

okay.
im replying to your blog xy.
im seriously sorry for what happened.
and i seriously didnt mean it.
you can say im a pig.
or im common sense-less.
anything.
but i really didnt want this to happen.
why would i want everyone to fall out with me.?!

the order of my writing is according to yours *

anyway.
yes im wrong to bring in an outsider into this.
but i didnt mean it.!
i didnt know he would call and you guys would end up fighting.
he just told me to ask you to call through and stuffs.
and im not blaming him either
( dont get me wrong )
that time when everyone scolded you in your blog.
what can i do
let me ask you that.
suggest me some ways.
and in the end didnt i fix it.?
although it wasnt proper.
i changed your script in your blog and everything went wrong.
didnt that solve everything.?

i know you'll hate me for this.
for being all so evil to get the job done.
but i didnt want to continue to see it over and over.
okay.?

i know in this matter im at fault.
im not denying it.
i can tell the whole wide world how sorrowful i feel towards this.
and i didnt know you both would start fighting in the conver.
I SWEAR.
if i knew that would happen,
would i even put you two together.?
you know it'll make me feel miserable if i did that on purpose.
and im sorry about the misunderstanding about the jap thing
all of us didnt know.
its obvious isnt it.
if its fake,
why would anyone use that against ed.?

about joel's,
he also misunderstood about it so you cant entirely blame him.
you may say im protecting him or whatever.
but he's someone I brought in.
anything come and scold me
okay.

he isnt destroying the relationship between me and edmund.
he only voiced out how much he doesnt like him to me.
when asked.
okay.
he doesnt always go
I HATE EDMUND I HATE EDMUND.
HE'S THIS THIS THIS
HE'S THAT THAT THAT.
no okay.
joel doesnt do things like that alrights.?

and.
he isnt evil
=.=ll

and back to me again.
yes i know everyone is dissappointed with me.
for making such a HUGE mistake.
and im really sorry.
i swear on my own head that i did not ask joel to solve it for me.
okay.?
i only needed someone to confine to.
he was just being helpful for helping me.
unfortunately everything screwed okay.
i dont know what im thinking
nor do i know what im doing.
im not up to anything.
and i didnt know that call would have been a lecture.
..
now you're just telling me its my fault.
i admit i admit.!
IM AT FAULT.
you dont have to repeat it so many times,
i did not ask joel to make it ed's fault.
okay.
its not like i'd go.
YOU KNOW.
ITS ALL ED'S FAULT.
AND EVERYONE'S BLAMING ME.
you know i wont do that.
or you think i might.
i dont know.
i dont know how you think of me anymore.

yes ed's my friend and i admit i started everything.
you dont have to remind me alrights.
what can i say when you two are fighting.?
i was feeling so guilty when both of you started arguing.
what can i say.?!
no no no its not like that.
its this this this.
no no no its like that.
this this this.
.
i dont do things like that okay.

i really didnt know that telling him would cause problems.
it doesnt even sound offending okay.
take it as im a retard.
a bitch.
a common-senseless.
a fucker.
a whatever alrights.
whatever you guys think of me now.
i seriously dont know.
but i really REALLY dont know why i said it out k.
and i hate to say this.
but i seriously didnt know it'll affect anyone.
i know he is someone who doesnt like ed.
but its just a small comment.
i didnt know he would blow up on it.
if i knew.
why would i tell him.?
you know i wont want edmund to get into trouble.
unless you all see me as someone who deliberately do this to hurt ed.
or give him trouble.
or kill him.
whatever.
ok.
after all he IS my friend.
i wont want any trouble on him either.!

the past is the past.
people change.
i know all of you felt that i've change.
i've been trying hard to change back.
yes sometimes i just leak out secrets.
and i wont know that i did.
but whatever it is.
you can just say im untrustable.
or dont trust me.
whatever it is.
i dont really care.

in the first place.
( this might make all of you angry )
i did not promise i wont say anything in that conver.
i know its common sense that i dont but i didnt know it would affect him so much.
therefore,
i did not break my promise.
im only EQ-less.
or anything.
okay.
im really regretful about this.

whatever it is,
if you guys arent happy with me.
i can understand.
there wont be a blog fight.
i assure you that.
but
i just want to tell you all.
im sorry.
i didnt know it'll turn out this way.
so..
warning to readers out there.
dont trust me anymore.
or dont trust anyone.
you wont want yourself to end up like any of us in the argument.

`82

2006-11-03T09:16:00.000+08:00

look at my current situation now.

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.1
Mind:	3.9
Body:	6.3
Spirit:	5.4
Friends/Family:	3.3
Love:	1.4
Finance:	5.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

You Have Low Self Esteem 84% of the Time

You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk.
Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need!

How is Your Self Esteem?

how depressing..
im really mentally challenged
):
and 84%..
that a damn lot..

and this.
a quiz.
how bitchy are you

You are 24 % bitch
Awwww, well arent you a fluffy-wuffy bunny-wunny? What was that at the back? A pushover? Well, yes, some might well see you as a pushover. You are kind to all your friends, you always treat people as you would like to be treated yourself and you NEVER, EVER tell a lie! How dull are you? Get a back-bone woman! A little light bitching never did anyone any harm!

oh god.
im bitchy too..

how pure are you

Miss sweetness and light
You are 60 % pure
I know your sort. Had a lot of laughs when you were younger but stopped yourself just before it got out of hand. Sensible, very sensible. Just don’t go around looking too smug, or someone will slap you round the chops with a wet haddock. Smarty pants.

oh no.
im not pure either.
im every man's horror.!
T.T
indeed..
a threat to mankind.!

`81

2006-11-03T08:22:00.000+08:00

ohh god.
..
im sorry..
i seriously am.
i didnt know it'll make things worse and stuff..
ok.
im sorry to EVERYONE in the WHOLE WORLD okay.!?
ok.?
im sorry to xinyi for rejecting her calls.
im sorry to ed
( obvious reasons )
and im sorry to hl and vivien..
who got involved in this..
and im sorry to involve joel leow into this.
):
im sorry to everyone k..
but im sorry to say.
i dont really regret telling joel leow my problems.
he helped me alot.
and i seriously wanna thank him.
so if you guys arent happy with it.
cause he might be biased and all.
i've got nothing to say at all.
i mean.
ok.
i know im at fault.
okay.
i seriously dont expect ed to even forgive me.
i mean.
i did that too many times
( i dont really know when but. sorry T.T )
so..
if you dont wanna talk to me like forever.
i can understand.
just when i thought i had already solved it..
well.
theres another mess now.
and its all xinyi and joel.
ohh great.
i seriously dont know.
HOW DUMB I CAN GET.
can someone tell me.?
i dont think so.
I NEED GOD TO TELL ME.
argh.!!
ok.
xinyi.
i apologise.
i didnt want to hear what you have to say.
cause well.
truth hurts.
and morever you were blowing your top.
i dont wanna hear anything then.
and joel was just cheering me up and all.
so.
yea.
dont blame me for talking to him or whatever.
instead of talking to you.
whatever it is,
im sorry okay.
and ed.
i know i've made things worse for you.
straining like every one of your friendship.
if theres any to start with
ok and.
.
i dont know la.
ok.
my life is soo screwed
okay.?
my friends..
my family..
and..
):
haiis.
whatever it is.
im sorry.
and joel.
i should really say sorry to you.
though you feel i dont have to.
but i should.
i got you into this.
im sorry.
.
im sorry to the WORLD.!
my existance causes problems for the human race.
i should just die off
):

`80

2006-11-02T07:23:00.000+08:00

im soo in dead shit..
shit shit shit.
ARGH.
even shit is better off than me now.
..
oh god.
i seriously created troubles for myself..
and i involve other people..
which is sooo darn selfish..
im sorry im sorry
T.T..
i didnt know things would turn out this way...
what should i do...
i mean..
i dont have the guts to confront..
i cant confront BOTH even.
i know you're reading this.
you should know im refering to you.
i cant really say it face to face..
or on the phone.
cause i know you wont talk to me..
and you might block me or something..
i dont know.
whatever it is.
i shall say it here.
that im sorry
):
i know this sorry wont help much in ANYTHING.
but..
i'll try to fix it up okay.?
im seriously sorry
T.T..
and sorry i didnt tell you earlier too..
cause i realised what a big mistake i did..
=/

`79

2006-11-01T08:09:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEHEHE.
im like.
SOOOO happy now.
(:
hahahahahahha.
KNOW WHAT.?!
i've finally completed V3 NORMAL.
whoo ~
hahaha.
ok.
i've been aiming for a pass like.
since..
a month ago.
or something
i cant remember.
yea.
AND I'VE GOT IT.!
whoo ~
hahaha.
tytyty evan for alllll your help.
LOL.
yea.
looks like you helped me like
ALOT LA.
haha.
my lvl 24 also you helped me one.
THANKS THANKS.
hahah.
all the training and stuffs.
THANK YOU.
(:
hahahahahhaa
IM SOOOOOOO
high now.!!!
hehehehehehehe
okok.
back to homework liaoss.
LOL.
btw
thats the score sheet.
IT SUCKED.
but haha.
I PASSED.
so WHO CARES.!?
as long as i dont get an F.
(:
oh and.
hl.!!
i wanna train with you
T.T..
hahahaha

`78

2006-10-31T12:08:00.000+08:00

hehe.
just wanna say..
AMANDA LVL 24 LE.!
mission accomplish
(:
hahahahaha.
HAPPY.
and i found a keylogger in my comp.!
my bro put one.!
ARGH.!

`77

2006-10-30T10:50:00.000+08:00

WUAAA.
IM IN DEEP SHYT.
i think i've got like.
ALOT OF SPYWARE.
omgomgomg.
cause i was gamming halfway.
and these stupid windows kept popping up.!!
IM PANICKING.
how how.!?
WHAT IF I KENA VIRUS.!!
i will cry one lehhs
T.T...
..
i know its dumb to cry over a comp..
but its my LIFE.!
hahaha.
okok.
whatever.
tomorrow theres lessons...
siann.
haiis.
=/
ohh wells.
):
my throat isnt getting any better either.
grrr.
this sucks BIG TIME.
ohh wells.
):
i suay lorhhs.
):
oh and.
my aims on friday.?
..
i didnt even complete ONE of them..
im still on lvl 23.
AND I DIDNT COMPLETE MY ENGLISH.
grr.
this sucks.!

`76

2006-10-28T02:26:00.000+08:00

whoot ~
i just finished tuition.!!
grr.
ok.
everytime i have tuition.
its like.
erm.
lets just say..
COLD.
yep.
its like.
all his stories and 'funny' stuffs.
are COLD.
so everytime he says his 'jokes'
its like.
brrr.
its snowing.
=.=ll
ohh wells.
more homework for me.
TODAY'S GOAL
:
MUST
must must must.
COMPLETE LVL 24'S MISSION.!!!
must reach lvl 24 by today.!!!
go go jiayou lorhhs
(:
oh.
and do english homework too.
grrrr.
zZz
some holiday huh.
=/
ok.
cant call it holiday lerr
T.T

`75

2006-10-26T08:09:00.000+08:00

walao.
damn her la.
ARGH.
stupid tuition.!!
NOW I CANT LOG ON ON WEEKDAYS CAUSE I HAVE TO COMPLETE MY TUITION HW.
AND REVISE.
and WHATEVER.!!
walao.!!
THATS SO NOT FAIR K.!!
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR.!!!!!!!!!
.....
walao.
fine fine fine.
o lvls next year.
...
haiis.
maybe i should get a job related to the computer or something.
like that i can always be with my compy ~
ew.?
hahahaha.
i might as well marry my comp.
..
hmmm.
maybe its a good thing..
like that..
there are more guys in the world to go round.
hahahaha.
LAME.
yea.
im sooo bothered today.
cause i was wondering..
am i really very bitchy.?
i mean.
so far 2 people think so.
so..
maybe i gotta change..
but i cant change my way of speaking.
or language
( CAUSE I CAN ONLY SPEAK ENGLISH )
and..
my hair..
the way i walk..
whatever.
zZz
i mean.
if everything about me is bitchy.
i cant change everything right.?
hmmm.
i asked many people.
and they were all shocked by the question.
though they said no.
but cause they may not know me so well.
so they can say no..
=/..
but someone made me happier today.
(:
haha.
guess who ~
haha.
YAMJIM.
believe it or not.!
he is one of the guys i hate sooo badly.
yea.
and im normally mean to the people i hate.
and stuffs like that.
i irritate him alot and yea.
but you know what.!?
i asked yamjim.
hey
am i a bitch.?
he said YES.
and i was like.
SADDD.
oh wells
and i teased.
so..
thats how you feel from the bottom of your heart.?
and he said.?
no
i was like.
WHOAA.
no ehh.!!
so i asked him what IS the HONEST answer.
and he said.
actually you're nice whats.
WHOA WHOA.
hahahaha.
to someone i hate so bad
to someone im so mean to.
can actually say im NOT bitchy
oO
whoo ~~
maybe im not bitchy after all.!!
hahahahaha,.
wow wowowowowowo.
shocked but.
ELATED ~
hahaha
so means i dont have to change so much huh.!
maybe i should cut down on..
retarded.
shit.
this is soo stupid.
and words and phrases like that.
so it'll be more polite.
and less bitchy
=/..
i lurve the word retarded ehh.
siann siann.
haha.
oh wells oh wells.
i didnt jam today
):
i think im gonna sleep now.
dont feel like doing tuition hw.
x)
mom's sooo gonna kill me.
(: (;

`74

2006-10-25T05:44:00.000+08:00

hehehehe.
omg.
i had tuition JUST NOW.
tuition.
TUITION.!!
omgomgomgomg.
ok.
this guy wasnt so bad.
he's like.
40 plus 50.
rather old.
but what scares me is..
HE HAS GOT REALLY BIG EYES.!!!
and..
HE'S LIKE MY DAD.!!
wuaa.!!!!
haha.
anyway.
he asked really weird stuffs like.
why does a ruler measure up to 0.1 cm.?
HOW DO I KNOW.!?
..
ok.
and.
he asked.
how many times does the minute and hr hand of the clock.
meet together.
in one day, 24 hours.
WUAA.?!
ok fine..
lol.
AND I GOT LOADS OF HW.!!
sian sian sian
hahahaha.
i wanna change my blogskin into..
CHOBITS.!
wahahaha.
then i'll look really childish
=/..
maybe i'll make it LESS childish.
..
if thats possible.
hahaha.
anyway.
daddy sent me this picture.
AND IT LOOKS UBER CUTE.!!

LOOK AT KAKASHI.!!
if thats how you spell his name.
haha.
he looks sooo kawaiii as a togepi.!

`73

2006-10-24T08:14:00.000+08:00

whoohoo ~
i finished watching chobits.!
AMAZING FINISH.
i finally realised.
the black chii ISNT BAD.
its chii's sister.!
fureya.!!
omg.
the ending almost made me cry
T.T..
but they ended it too fast.!
like rushing on things.
=/
haha.
oh wells.
im so tired.
T.T..

`72

2006-10-22T08:19:00.000+08:00

haha.
today was FUN.
er.
though i didnt get to spend my $10.!!
anyway.
yea.
i read this horoscope book.
ok.
not horoscope.
they interpretated all the birthdays.
meaning all 365 days.
and i read mine.
it was..

8 jan
colour - burgundy
number - 17, 35,44
stone - diamond, gives you courage and strength.
flora - orchid
animal - crocodile
occupation - rock star, drawing instructor, teacher
key features - determined, relentless, charismatic
naturally good at achieveing the seemingly impossible.

character - you were born on a day of stunning potential, so you have the ability to achieve all of your desires even against the odds. you have a gift for teaching others through your example. you are meant to shine and to rise above all obsticles.

life path - you probably had a rough start and have had to become tough to get where you are now. you must remember that your possibilities are endless and that if you keep positive you will be triumphant. you do have a tendency to slip into dark moods and become despondent and demanding. dont give in to this, glimmer like a star that you are.

love - you are a little controlling and needy and can get very possessive in relationships. you need to watch over this tendency, as it can push lovers away. however, you are truly gorgeous and giving with the ability to transform others. try another capricorn, as both your birth date rules and your ruling planet is saturn.

hmmm.
oh wells.
LOL.
sounds HORRIBLE.!
haha.
oh wells.
yea.
i dont know what to say.
er.
..
i think i'll end here.?
lol.
anyway.
miko tried to eat a LIVING lizard
T.T..
feel so sorry for the lizard.
BAD DOGGY.!

`71

2006-10-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh.
today.
might be the last day im going online.
..
):
or maybe.
less often.
yea.
=/
cause.
TOMORROW IM GOING TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE FOR A STAYOVER.!!
doesnt sound so bad right.
but.
...
we're gonna STUDY.
noooooooooo.!!!
NO PLAY NO PLAY.
she promised.
NO PLAY.
nooooooo.!!!
argh.
anyway.
yea..
and im staying over till sunday or so..
well its gotta be until sunday.
cause I'VE GOT SCHOOL ON MON.
...
yea...
and..
NEXT SUNDAY I GOT TUITION.!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I'VE GOT TUITION.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
....
T.T...
why why why.!!
I DONT NEED TUITION.!!
ok..
maybe i do but..
I DONT WANT TUITION.!!
T.T....
ah..
remembered how i treated my tutor last time.
super horrible.
=/
oh wells.
MUST REN ZHEN DE STUDY LERR.
my Os.!
Os.!!!!
okok.
jiayou.!!
CHEM PHY AND A MATHS
JIAYOU ~~~
aiiyo.
siao.
hais.
):
xinyi pissed over something i promised not to tell.
i made joel leow pissed over erm.
a game.
...
and now what.???
I DONT WANT ANYMORE PISSING PEOPLE.!
T.T....
):
ohh wells..
..........................

`70

2006-10-20T09:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
field trip today..
was okay i guess.
BUT BUT BUT.
SOMEONE totally spoilt it.
that SOMEONE was the one.
that i feared more than GHOST or whatever in the tunnel.
zZz
i mean.
its normal to get scared.
over erm.
something coming out of the tunnel.
or seeing something dirty.
or something.
i seriously dont know.
..
cause i see things at home.
so.
..
my house is more haunted than that stupid tunnel.
..
anyway.
THAT PERSON IS.!
the one and only.
HANBING.
argh.!!!!
you ruined my day.!!
....
chasing and running away from you.
CAUSE YOU MIGHT CHUBBY ME.
ohhhhh god.
c'mon laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
dont chubby me le la
T.T...
i think im so dumb.!!
TO BE AFRAID OF CHUBBIES MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD.
excluding insects **
hmmmmm
I HOPE YOU'LL READ THIS.
AND STOP
T.T........................
pretty please.?
with a cherry on top
^^
yayayaya.?
blehhs.
oh wells.
day was fun.
darn worned.
and i didnt practice my piano again.
=X
hehehehe.
ohh wells
(:
AND MATHS HOMEWORK.
got to remember that.
....
haii
):

shit.
saw something.
and realised why i've been going to the toilet..

RINCOLA.
PHENYLKETONURICS :
CONTAINS PHENYLALANINE.
MAY HAVE A MILD LAXATIVE EFFECT IF CONSUMED IN LARGH QUANTITIES.
omgggggggg
why didnt they make this bigger.!?
@#$#$%@#%
...

`69

2006-10-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

wheeee.
haha.
tml's the FIELD TRIP.
i've totally equipped myself.!
(:
hahaha.
SWEETS.
MP3.
HP.
COMICS.
tadaaa.
HAHAHAH.
oh wells.
anyway.
IM SOOOO HOOKED ONTO CHOBITS.
its really REALLY nice.!
I LURVE THE PLOT.!!
seriously.!!
my gosh.
hahaha.

aww.
just look at her.
thats the kawaiii chii
(:
haha.
the 'common sense-less' chobit.
LOL.
kawaiii ~~

`68

2006-10-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

hahaha.
today i totally wasted my day.
gees.
hahaha.
i've been watching chobits since..
oO
afternoon.!
^^
very nice very nice show.!
although there are like..
perverted parts...
and kor gave me a sex education
oO
ok...
yea.
at least i learnt something new today.
=.=ll..
why guys watch porn.!!
....
ok...........
hahaha.
kinda weird to type it here huh.
hahahah
yepp yepp.
hmmm.
didnt jam today.
and..
=/
i dont know what to say.!!
but.!!
THIS PICTURE IS NICE.
(:

pretty no.?

thats the EVIL side of chii (:
the chobit
^^

`67

2006-10-16T05:59:00.000+08:00

ok fine.
since i only have 3 mins to post.
i'll make it fast.
ok.
fine.
im sorry.
ok.
everything is my fault.
im insensitive.
im dumb.
yea.
i know that already.
ok.
fine.
.
forget the previous post k.
im in the wrong
ok.
fine.?
.
yea.
you didnt threaten me.
my descriptions are wrong.
the word 'threaten' in my dictonary is wrong.
ok.?
fine fine.!?
i've had it with everything.
..
head's spinning.
im like.
DYING.
..
can someone JUST gimme a BREAK.
A BREAK.
ARGHHHHHH.
you already changed your link.
is it time to change mine too.!?
..
zZzzzzzzzzzzzzz

`66

2006-10-15T11:51:00.000+08:00

i wanna make an announcement.
I HATE JOEL LEOW.!
hahahahhahaa.
know why.?
CAUSE HE DOESNT APPRECIATE MY HELP.
and after everything.
you just said.?
THATS THE ANSWER I'VE BEEN WANTING TO HEAR.
wthhhhhhhhh.
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS.!?
how.!??!?!
..........................
you good you good.
omgomgomgomg.
im like SOOOO dumb.
how did i even HELP you in the first place.?!
HOW DID I EVEN KNOW YOU.
you know.
not everyone can stand your attitude.
and i just told you your 'bad points'
and you can just say.?
im like that.
..
YOU'RE HORRIBLY INCONSIDERATE.
at least say.
ok.
will try to change.
OR SOMETHING.
...
.
ARGH.
i dont know la.
WANNA THREATEN ME SOMEMORE.
you good you good.
argh.!!!!!!!!!!!
amanda hates joel leow.!

`65

2006-10-15T09:44:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.
im dead hungry now.
xinyi was over earlier.
haha.
and i'll bet she'll read this.
but whatever.
GOSH.
im sorry but tackey just looks AVERAGE.
..
ok.
okok maybe to others he isnt.
its just MY opinion right.?
haha.
whatever.
you're pretty suay today.!!
haha.
first tackey gets 'insulted' by me
followed by me not accompanying you to the bus stop.
THEN.
your shoe gets wet
xD
hahahahaha.
ok.
yea.
...
i smell fried chicken.
damnit.
im shivering ~
lol.
yayaya.
i dont know what to say here.
=/
did nothing today except.
watch some funny vids.
AND THIS VID CALLED HARD GAY.?!
ok seriously.
he's soo.
...
and those variety shows.
JAPANESE variety shows.
they're like.
erm.
super uber mean to BOTH animals AND humans.
HORRIBLE HORRIBLE.
haha.
anyway.
no offence guys.
yea.
just my opinion
^^"
gosh.
im supposed to learn the saturday night fever dance.
but man its boring.
this vid showed one that the lead danced himself.
gosh.
HE'S SO GOOD.
check it out guys ~

http://www.youtube.com/v/r4JZ4RKd1rg

`64

2006-10-13T05:48:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH
after this super long time taken to do HUILIAN'S blogskin.
IM ALMOST DONE ALREADY.
lalalalala.
it looks WONDERFUL.
but its not done.
=/
i intend to add the pictures on the "page selection" thing.
yep.
NO TIME.
or rather.
im tired
T.T..
i had to paint everything black.!!
...
that took SUPER LONG.
and
i must say.
HUILIAN.
your pictures are really nicely drawn.
lol.
yepp.
i didnt finish everything.
but i hope you'll like it
(:
http://laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.blogspot.com/
thats the link to go over and check it out.!
haha.
finally
T.T..
i can jam already ~

`63

2006-10-09T14:32:00.000+08:00

ahh.
nonono.
...
did i not say its not you.
just forget it.
you can joke for all i care.
and believe all you wanna believe.
okay.
this has nothing to do with you so just.
leave it.

anyway.
I PLAYED MY PIANO FOR A WHOLE ONE HR.
okay.
i was forced to but.
UNBELIEVEABLE.!!
haha.
ohh wells.
yepp.
i've been thinking all night.
( and dreaming.! )
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yepp.
so maybe thats it.
it made sense.
anyway.
..
my dream was INSANITY.
but f course,
BETTER THEN THE ADVENTURE ONE.
i dreamt that there were these 2 babies.
born and were those legendary what so evers
oO...
and they had this small little..
finger like thingy.
that when THEY hold it.
THIS WOODEN PLANK WOULD FLY OUT OF NO WHERE.
and get attracted to it.
yepp.
its like.
wth..
=.=ll
i think that wooden plank MEANS something.
or some super powered thing.
i cant really remember everything..
and..
these 2 women
( those that gave birth to these 2 babies )
went to the river and threw the wooden plank
cause they cant keep it..
for certain reasons..
i dont know what reasons
@.@.!!
and..
they had to sleep beside these lamps.
that has this whatever detector on it.
oO...
ok..
and...
MY MOM SMUGGLED 3 BRACELETS THAT SHE MADE.
TO SOMEWHERE.
i dont know where.
and i dont know why she smuggled...
and..
SHE BOUGHT ME CHOBITS SECOND BOOK.!!
and..
....
i cant remember everything..
but all i know is.
its super lame.
gees.
WHEN WILL MY MIND JUST REST A LITTLE.
REST REST.!!
my brain needs a rest..
T.T...
anyone has sleeping pills.?
wait.
thats not going to work.
MY BRAIN STILL WONT SLEEP.
errr.
....
maybe i should just shut my brain down.
by killing myself or something.
...
lame
zZz
OH.
AND MY HAND HURTS.
SOOOO BAD.
I CANT PLAY 2 OCTAVES ON THE PIANO.
YAYAYAYAYA
(:

`62

2006-10-08T05:20:00.000+08:00

ahh.
yesterday was fun.
yea.
pity vivien didnt come
):
ohh wells.
yea.
well we shopped and bowled yesterday.
and i totally injured my right hand.
zzz
er.
it isnt a sprain.
it just hurts when i move it too much
=/
maybe a SUPER MINOR sprain.
whatever.
yea.
i didnt break my bowling record yesterday
):
i wanted to get 123 and above
t.T...
see how much i suck yea
=.=ll
ohh wells.
yea.
just when i thought the whole day was great.
it was kinda ruined.
yea.
..
i erm.
shall use this then.
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4 6653 81599 4245486 26 965563 69 34824
362 8869 66 3621 636.
4 381 5459 777
4 6986 39877
9291 14689 249 33 46849962 149 462 198553 82288599 26 45
662 2482 476 5985621 61 86324464
1491 521277
4 96672 56637
398 68389 476 8 542259 189 88622 2441
246244 4 54499 4819 26 24465 2441 41 855 41982 869 855
961 4922464 149 69 1669669 2441 4114282464
822 644 39551
149 198553 5212 2628553 81659 63 49812
398 68389 1491 14442
4 1462596 4829 8 8912 914969
42 146259 89 892291 41672 42
ohh wells.
that looked totally nonsense to you huh.
ohh wells.
dont bother trying to find out.
i just wanted to write it down
=/
ohh wells.
life has to go on yea..
ohh and take note **
my number that ends with the 3133 is OFF.
its not mine anymore.
the number that is 9388 then is mine.
if you dont know the 9388 number please ask me.
thanks.
if not you won't be able to contact me.
haiis...
2 more days to results.
..
ohh life is just brillant isnt it.
):

`61

2006-10-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

IF YOUR NAME HAPPEN TO BE.
YY.
PLEASE REFER TO THE..
3RD POST FROM THE TOP.
thanks.

haiiiis.
another day stuck at home
):
ohh wells.
yepp.
using the internet without permission.
like.
WHO CARES NOW.
..
i cant find anything fun to do at home
zZz
anyway.
yea.
i cant believe what my mom did.
you know.
I REALLY WANT MY PHONE BACK.
but she STILL didnt return me.
EVEN AFTER MY EXAMS.?!
....
ok.
this is sooooo freaking unfair.
yea yea yea.?
i mean LIKE YEA.
and i couldn't take it anymore.
went upstairs to 'help myself'
and.
GUESS WHAT.
i found my phone.!!!
and i was soooo happy.
i switched it on.
and something HORRIFYING flashed on the screen.
' please insert sim card'
NOOOOOOOO WAYYYYYYYY.
fine.
switched it off.
took off the battery.
and saw...
.....
my sim really isnt there.
WTH.!!!
and i searched ALL OVER THE PLACE.
and i cant find it.!!
I CANT FIND IT.!
omg.
HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME.!?
damnit.!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
omg.
i cant take this anymore.
like YEA.
and after my END OF YEARS.
END OF YEARS.!
and she can still RESTRICT ME.
damnit.
WHEN WILL I BE FREE.
T.T
she always say.
oh.
dont go out without my permission.
next time ask me.
i will let you out.
BULLSHIT.
i ask her.
and her answer.?
NO.
WHY SHOULD YOU GO OUT.?!
STAY AT HOME.
ohhhhh wth.
im serious.
this stinks.
SERIOUSLY.
gahhhhhhhs.
i seriously think.
that shes lucky to have a daughter like me.
=.=ll
not being bhb or anything.
but its like.
YEA I CAN TOLERATE ALL THESE.
without trying to kill myself
or fall into depression or something.
and im not THAT rebellious.
right.??
i think so
=/
ohh wells.
up to her la.
just she wait.
keep it up and i'll really become rebellious
zZz
gees.
she is sooo..
mean.
zZz
and im falling sick soon.
.........
gahhs.
ohh whatever.

`60

2006-10-05T07:03:00.000+08:00

IF YOUR NAME HAPPEN TO BE.
YY
please read previous post.
thanks.

anyway.
EXAMS ARE OVER.
yepp
haha.
like.
FINALLY.
cause my mom and dad were getting OUTRAGEOUS.
yep.
no listening to music.!!
handphone confiscated for the night.!!
NO WRITING OF DIARIES.
ohhhhh wth.?!?!??!
ok FINE.
gees.
mad freaks.
anyway
yeppp.
these few days were HORRIBLE for me.
=/
i mean.
yea.
i dont really study and all.
and this FORCING-ME-TO-STUDY method
totally SUCKS.
yea.
its like.
every SINGLE minute.
amanda.!!
STUDY.
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY.
ok fine.
i had enough with that word.!!
GRR.
anyway.
yes yes yes.
im bored.
zzz
haha.
wondering where to go tomorrow.
...
ANYONE KNOWS THE NEAREST ICE SKATING RING.
i need one like BAD.
we're planning to go ice skating.
BUT.
...
dont know where is one.
OH GREAT.
..
gees.
help.!!!

`59

2006-09-24T06:37:00.000+08:00

ok.
this is to my darlingg who refered to me as.?
A DOG.
(:
ok dear.
you just dont get it.
do you.?
gees.
for someone as SMART as you are.
YOU should have gotten the picture by now.
you say WHY do people stick with us IDIOTS.?
or farkers.
your pick.
(:
anyway.
you wonder do you.
why people hangs out with US and not YOU.
well.
wonder no more baby.
cause im gonna tell you why.
you say we're farkers and all.
and that people hanging out with us is STRANGE.
but thing is.
your wrong thinking that way.
cause.
we're not the farkers.
most likely you're the one.
think about it lurhhs.
do you hear people complaining about the 4 of us.?
like.
they're so bitchy.!!
or.
such farkers.
doubt it right.
maybe from yuzhen or something.
or someone I'VE offended.
i have totally NO idea.
so.
whatever.
you dont do you.?
and do you hear people saying YOU'RE one.?
bet you dont know.
anyway.
dont get angry with me and all.
saying im FARKING RUDE
or being no mr nice guy.
by writing about you.
but heyy.
i didnt mention your name did i.?
(:
anyway.
yepp.
let me tell you the truth about this little case.
its most of your attitude thats pissing people off.
and you know.
you said you thought i understand.
yes you're right.
but not until you said xinyi was a teeny weany..
WHATEVER.
that totally pissed the hell outta me.
well yea.
i admit i cant just say that.
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO LOST THE EARPIECE.
I KNEW IT I KNEW IT.
i know i cant say that cause.
I WASNT THERE.
and we've got no proof.
so at that time i didnt talk to you cause xinyi didnt want me to.
now i know what you're thinking.
you must be thinking that.
amanda's such a DOG.
well yea.
you can say that.
cause i followed what xinyi asked me to yea.?
but you know what.
thats what friends should do.
give in.
thing is.
HUILIAN HAS BEEN YOUR DOG.
do you know.?
friends should give AND take.
not just TAKE.
like you.
thats why i know you seriously dont understand.
the meaning of giving.
thus saying we're ALL dogs.
yea.?
anyway.
yes your attitude.
i've heard alot of things about you.
but i've never really believed them at first.
cause you're so nice.
yepp.
maybe only in me and caroline's view.
but you offended so many others.
i cant help but to believe it.
that you're so MEAN to huilian
which was totally pissed EVERYONE.
( cause huilian didnt realy mention to us earlier )
and edmund's case.
that made.
AIIYA.
made everyone angry also lurhhs.!!
yea.
but i bet.
you have no clue on whats going on.
yes.?
well yea.
its obvious.
anyway.
what im trying to say is.
change your attitude.
THINK FOR PEOPLE.
dont THINK for yourself.
now i bet you must be thinking.
SIAO ONE.
you have no rights to say me.
well.
you know.
this are people's opinions.
cause YOU cant see YOURSELF.
people can see YOU.
you wont know your bad points.
cause you always think you're right.
EVERYONE is like that.
but why are some people nicer.?
thats because they listen to people.
when people say they are unhappy with someone.
that someone might either think.
WHAT IS SHE TO SAY THINGS ABOUT ME.
and the other is.
I SHOULD CHANGE.
well.
which one are you.?
most likely the first one isnt it.
and you take it as people are scolding or insulting you.
think about it.
if you insist you're right.
and many others tell you about it.
what does it show.
does it still show that people are scolding and insulting you.?
think about it baby.
and just for your information.
i didnt write this to INSULT you.
after reading this i hope you'll understand.
WHAT is an INSULT.
and WHAT is NOT.
and yepp.
you said we're lucky that we didnt end up in the hospital
and blah blah.
well.
dont crap talk alrights.
if you wanna take us on then bring it on.
no one's afraid of you.
and.
dont call me a dog.
its a total INSULT that it came from you.
(:
cheers

love,
the DOG.

`58

2006-09-11T08:10:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
I FINISHED MY HW.
YAY YAY YAY.
but.
now online lerr.
no one to play o2jam with.
):
ohh wells.
haha.
I SHOULD TAKE A BREAK.
everytime play until
MY ROOM MOVES.
.............
ok..
yea.
my eyes needa BREAK.
oh and.
YAYAYAYA.
V3 V3 V3
i lurve that song ~~
hmmms.
will host it if i know how to
^^"
AND LET YOU ALL HEAR.
ahhh.!!!
ITS SUCH A GREAT SONG.!!
>.<.!!
hehe.
ok.
im SOOO mad over that song.
..
OH AND.
EDMUND KWEK.
you'll never become better than me ~~
haha.
i hope
^^"
haa.
you're always wanting to win me in games lorhhs.
=.=ll
gees.
ohh wells.
anyway would be waiting for the day you'll ACTUALLY BEAT ME.
^^
haha.
good luck to you.
(:
and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL LEOW ~

`57

2006-09-09T10:07:00.000+08:00

wahaha.
V3V3V3
omgmgmgmg.
I LURVE THAT SONG.
but i suck at it ALOT.
gees.
keep playing O2JAm.
haha.
homework also dont want to do..
im soooo stuck.
social studies was like.
@.@..
i didnt listen to teacher.
totally regret
zz
anyway..
maths...
at least HALF of the paper i cant do...
A MATHS.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
CANT DO ANYTHING.
wow.
haha.
ohhhh wellllsssss
yeppp.
hmmms.
i really enjoyed playing with ryan and wj.
xD
haha.
of course.
I WILL BEAT HUILIAN DERRR.
(:
and...
xinyi and edmund...
jia you lorhhs (:
BUT.
i not happy lehhs.
EDMUND SAY MY DADDY EASY TO BEAT.
say that HE CAN BEAT ME.
hah.
he soooo underestimated me.
anyway.
im done trashing him.
(:
booyea.!
daddy i avenged you
(:
love ya
^^
haha.
FREAK OUT TO THIS DADDY.

AHH.
a really cute blogskin
(:
Skin 1
haha.
but its kinda kiddy
^^"
hmmms.

Skin 2
NICE.

Skin 3
this one is REALLY NICE.
i wonder.
i think i like black and white ALOT.
=.=ll

Skin 4
black and white too but..
so sad
T.T..

Skin 5
VERY NICE.

Skin 6
HAHAHA.

Skin 7
nice but small..

Skin 8
lol.!!

Skin 9
VERY NICE.!!

Skin 10
very weird layout..
and whats with the bombs
oO?

Skin 11
AHHH.
I LURVE THIS ONE ALOT.!!

Skin 12
NICE.
but sad.
=.=ll

Skin 13
something similiar..

Skin 14
nice (:

Skin 15
VERY VERY NICE.
xD

so far..
this much.
HAHA.
this is a note to myself.
(:
at least later i dont need to fret over which skin to change to.
in the future
xD
haha.!!

`56

2006-09-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

YEA
today was STUPID.
went out for a movie.
WITH XINYI.
yea.
er...
watched.
MONSTER HOUSE.
ohh my god.
ermm..
its okay larhhs..
but not enough trills.!
AND.
THE PLOT SUCKS.
yea.
i mean.
HOW CAN A HOUSE MOVE?!
yea.
it would be creepy if it does and all.
but erm.
yea...
lame plot.
zzz
haha.
anyway..
today was STUPID.
after the show.
i held my coke bottle.
and i didnt know it was DRIPPING.
and it TOTALLY stained my shirt and BAG.
T.T...
WHITE SHIRT.!!!!!!!!!!!
oh wels.
and yea.
went to clean up.
blah blah.
AND JUST WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS OKAY.
i placed it in my bag AND IT LEAKED.
AGAIN.!!
argh.
went to wash AGAIN.
and.
(:
IT STAINED XINYI'S WHITE SHIRT TOOOOO.
wahahahahahaha.
(:
that made me happy.
xD
haha.
ok LAME.
yea.
today isnt so bad.
GOT YOUR PRESENT CAROLINE
(:
show me that dumb face of yours when you recieve it k.?
lurve that face
(:

`55

2006-09-02T07:07:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say here at all.
just sooo..
everything..
is just making my heart break smaller and smaller.
soon it'll be just this.
.
just that dot left.
AND IM GOING TO DIE.
lack of oxygen.
blood.
or something..

`54

2006-08-28T07:39:00.001+08:00

AH.

i've got so many things in my head.

but i cant even SAY anything.

yea.

all i can say is.

MY LIFE'S IN A MESS.

yea.

ok..

one that i can say here is.

JOEL LEOW.

ohh for god's sake.

someone please save him.

zzz

ahhh.

you know.

i dont know who can save you.

you're as stubborn as a bull.

and you totally dont love yourself

yea.

maybe your childish decision's right.best way is to die.

i totally see your point of view now.

zzz

ARGH.

i totally hate you.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have nothing to say here.

haha.

hanbing.

sorry to make you wait so long

haha.

to see me type this whole lot of shit.

haha.

^^"

some other time then i post my sec 1 and 2 pics la.

now lazy (:

maybe our love would catch like fire

as it burns through me.

FAV PHRASE.!

`53

2006-08-28T07:39:00.000+08:00

AH.

i've got so many things in my head.

but i cant even SAY anything.

yea.

all i can say is.

MY LIFE'S IN A MESS.

yea.

ok..

one that i can say here is.

JOEL LEOW.

ohh for god's sake.

someone please save him.

zzz

ahhh.

you know.

i dont know who can save you.

you're as stubborn as a bull.

and you totally dont love yourself

yea.

maybe your childish decision's right.best way is to die.

i totally see your point of view now.

zzz

ARGH.

i totally hate you.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have nothing to say here.

haha.

hanbing.

sorry to make you wait so long

haha.

to see me type this whole lot of shit.

haha.

^^"

some other time then i post my sec 1 and 2 pics la.

now lazy (:

maybe our love would catch like fire

as it burns through me.

FAV PHRASE.!

`52

2006-08-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

MEMORIES.

(:
haha.
i came across my NEOPRINTS.
omg.
i look RETARDED.
when i was in sec 1.!!
and 2.!!
AND NOW.
and forever
=.=ll
haha.
look at some of these.!

retarded ~

retarded again ~

god i look violent.

retarded.!

STUPID AGAIN.!

lame face ~

dumb ~

there is something wrong with this picture.!!
WHY ARE MY EYES SO..
dark.!?

LAME.!!

okay.. retarded. my bro's there.

okay....... RETARDED POSE.!

ok.
this looks better.
hehe xD

RETARDED.

I LOOK RETARDED STILL.!!

OMG. THIS IS RETARDED.!

EW.!?

NO WE DON'T RAWK.

EW. RETARDED.

RETARDED.
why do i always look retarded.?

blehhs~

bro's face totally disfigured.!

these were taken when i was...
SEC 2.!!!!
I SERIOUSLY LOOK RETARDED.
but my cousin's so pretty ~

anyway.
this is a recent one...
but.
er.
^^"..

okay.....
whatever.
dad found out im using.!!
GTG.!
will continue next time
xD

I'M SO NOT PHOTOGENIC.

`51

2006-08-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

omg.
im feeling so stressed.
yea.
i cant really write it out here.
WHICH BOTHERS ME.
yea.
thats mainly the reason why im keeping a diary.
=.=ll
gees.
i really need someone to talk to.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO STRESSED.
you know.
i never really got stressed over homework..
or studying..
or something like that..
yea..
only over the piano.
yea.
=.=ll
stupid piano.
anyway.
life hasnt been any better.
yea.
i dont know if you're reading this.
but i'll just mention here.
yea.
i really erm.
just want to be your friend.
yea.
erm.
im not really bothered by the fact ( i think )
that you like me or something.
you dont have to feel awkward either.
cause im totally okay with it.
im sorry but.
you dont really have to come up with ideas.
to ask if i did wear the necklace or not.
yea.
you can just ask me directly.
and yea.
i feel that you've totally gotten over the fact that
you like me or something.
im not meaning to be bhb.
but i just wanna tell you.
dont be bothered by it.
^^
haha.
yea.
i knew what your msg meant la.
i just wanted to hear from you.
yea.
you're a great guy and all.
but i treated you as a best friend
^^"..
so..
yea.
haha.
mistake there.?
haha.
anyway.
maybe this'll make you feel better.
cause i feel that.
i would be soo comfortable if i stead with you.
xD
haha.
yea.
comfortable.
but if we stead.
=.=ll
it'll be only one sided..
yea.
so.
haha.
i told that to xy and yy.
and they were like.
OMG.
DID I HEAR WRONGLY.?
haha.
yea.
^^"
~.~...
ohh wells.
im crapping.
dont worry k.
I REALLY HOPE YOU'LL SEE THIS.
or i'll just tell you in school on monday
^^"..
dont worry.!!
i still wanna be friends with you
^^
must call me (:

`50

2006-08-07T11:48:00.000+08:00

finally i can come online.
know what.
im pissed.
REALLY PISSED.
im so pissed.
so pissed.
so pissed.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
PISSED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what.
tuesday i intended to go out.
AND MY MOM DONT LET ME.
nevermind.!
I SHOULD GET USED TO THIS.
and you know what.?!
i asked if the six could come to my house and she said.?
NO.
TOOT.!
i was so.
i dont know.
i almost fainted.
i took a real deep breath.
slowly...
trying to calm myself down.
( if not i'll really scold her a bitch or something )
and i said..
YOU GOOD YOU GOOD.!
that sounds GAY.
seriously
but theres nothing else coming out of my mouth..
its just..
WTF.?!
i just walked off.
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO.?!
scold and scold her more.!?
whatever.
i just left.
and she was like.
amanda.
amanda.!
AMANDA.!
come over now.!
and i reluctantly went over.
and she was like.
dont show me this kind of attitude.
YEA RIGHT.
HOW NOT TO.
TELL MEEEEEEEEE.
i was like.
YEA WHATEVER.
and i left.
so pissed.
so pissed.
fine.
she dont allow me to go out.
she dont allow my friends to come over.
she dont allow me to SMS.!
she dont allow me to talk on the phone.
she dont allow me to go online.
she dont allow me to play my xbox.
TELL ME.
WHAT CAN I DO AT HOME.
FINE.
so i was pissed.
played need for speed a little.
had a freaking splitting headache.
went upstairs.
bro playing the internet he stole from the neighbour.
and i asked.
can i use msn a while.?
and he said.?
why should i let you use.?
always use msn.
blah blah blah.
i was like.
FARK.
he promised k.!!
but you also always play maple.!
i dont care.
this is my comp.
i dont want you to use msn.
FINE.
I TELL YOU.
ONE DAY YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE LUCKY ANYMORE.
IM GOING TO TELL EVERYONE.!!
AND YOU'LL LOSE YOUR INTERNET.
I ASSURE YOU THAT.
its just not fair.
HE IS ALWAYS LUCKIER THAN I AM.
and im always getting blamed..
not fair.
SERIOUSLY NOT FAIR.
I HATE MY FREAKING LIFE.!!

`49

2006-07-24T06:28:00.000+08:00

HEHEHE.
ONLINE ~~~~
okay whatever.
gees.
im bored.
ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE LEHHS.
can go online.
YAY.!!
but online.
SIANN.
=.=ll
c'mon.
GIMME SOMETHING TO DO ~
hahaahhaha.
IM BORED.
should i go back to..
POKEMON CRATER.?!
wahahahaha.!
thats STUPID.
but heck.
whatever ~
its cute anyway
^^
chao ~
OFF TO PLAY.
xD
haha.
how old am i again
@.@?
x)

`48

2006-07-23T08:54:00.000+08:00

gees.
i aint talking.
nope.
at all.
im so.
pissed.?
sad.?
i dont know.
im confused.
so many feelings in me.
its just.
weird.
its like.
life isnt fair to me at all.
and god is toying with me.
life at home isnt any better too.
i have to do like pratically everything.
and when asked why.?
she'll gimme this answer.
CAUSE YOU'RE A GIRL.
gees.
if thats considered A REASON.
why not ask WHY im a girl.
thats being stupid isnt it.?
its just not fair.
i want to play internet.
must ask you.
ok fine.
nevermind.
ask then ask.
you give me so many conditions.
and i did them all.
and YOU STILL DONT LET ME PLAY.
wtf.!?
i already tolerated this long enough.
seriously.
sometimes i would just break down.
its like.
i've enough problems.
whether in school.
or homework.
or friends.
and now comes home.
where im being locked in.
not that im complaining theres housework to do.
but its just not fair.
the poor jailed has to do everything.
and her brother
totally FREE TO GO ANYWHERE brother.
can sit and enjoy
whereas i have to do everything.
man.
are people sexist now.?
only females do housework.?
rubbish.
total shit.
and im stressed up already.
cant say it here.
so yea.
i want to die.
c'mon.
if god is really fair.
i really do hope i'll die soon.
if not.
god is really.
using me as his toy.
seriously.
i had enough of him toying me now.
life can never get any worser than this.
seriously.
if it does.
i dont know how im going to survive it.

`47

2006-07-17T11:34:00.000+08:00

man.
i feel horrible now.
im so sick.
i mean.
YEA.
i had to sit beside my mom's friend in the car.
and she was wearing this perfume..
that made me so dizzy.
and its making me feel like..
puking
~.~
man.
when she left.
that smell.
IS STILL THERE.
i dont know but.
IT REALLY STINKS.
seriously.
and we had this beef noodles.
MAN.
it was
HORRIBLE.
how did that guy pass.?!
he shouldnt even OPEN a shop.
yepp
man.
im feeling.
SOOOOO HORRIBLE now.
today cant get any worse.
seriously.

okay.
i dont know what to say.
I MEAN.
i always think of SO many things to type here.
and now.
ITS BLANK.
=.=ll
whats with me.
man.
im so going to be sick.
oh.
RACIAL HARMONY.
what am i going to do.!?
IM GOING TO PERFORM.
i think.
and i have to wear the darn costume thingy.
WHY.
then i have to change to my dance costume.
MEANS.
3 sets of clothes.
NO WAY.
this is rubbish.
REALLY.
if i dont wear..
ms kong is so going to..
geez.
i dont even want to think of what shes going to do.
whatever larhhs.
im so sick now.
geez.
darn uncle.

`46

2006-07-16T06:55:00.000+08:00

gleeeee.
today was fun.
im not going to continue with that previous post.
spoil my mood.
anyway
yep.
had a really nice bathe earlier.
xD
haha.
was cleaning the toilet with my bro.
and we sprayed water all over the place.
and we were so wet.
that we ended up wetting ourselves up.
xD
FUN.
after so long.
at least theres FUN.
hehe.
ohh wells
these few weeks aint going good.
yepp.
its SUAY SUAY SUAY.
seriously.
my suay period start lerr.
zz
haha.
ohh and.
now i shall warn people.

1. CHENGHOONG.
YOU STOP CALLING ME PANDA.!!

2. JEREMY
SAME GOES TO YOU.!

3. HANBING.
YOU TOOOOOOOO.

4. YONGSIANG.
you know. you got this QIAN BIAN FACE.

5. NEVIN.
FACK YOU.!!

6. JIALIN.
IDIOT.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

`45

2006-07-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

ohh my god.
i dont feel like living already.
its like.
i get bullied in school.
like.
for every lesson.
eve during LUNCH.
=.=ll
its annoying.
really.
you know.
this morning.
MIKO PEED ON THE FLOOR.
AND I HAD TO CLEAN IT.
great.
early in the morning..
go to school.
kena bullied by stupid nevin and jialin.
and its like.
wth.
you know.
they keep pulling my hair.
and i got annoyed.
but i didnt want to hit anyone.
cause i knew that nevin hurt.
^^"
im so sorry.
for hitting the same spot all the time.
whatever.
and i got angry.
will continue next time.
stupid bro bao tou.
zz
fack him larhhs.

`44

2006-07-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

heyy.!!
IM BLOGGING AGAIN.
ohh wells.
yepp.
these few days i can hardly play.!!
and ni've got NO time to blogg.
):
anyway.
things are getting better without a maid.
haha.
im mopping the floor now.!!
came oevr to slack a little
(:
anyway.
I CAN COOK LERRR.
^^
im sooo proud.
from someone who doesnt know how to cook magi mee.
to someone who can cook SOUP.
or MEAT.
its INCREDIBLE.!!
^^
haha.
ohh wells.
and the housework thingy.
its tiring
=.=ll
mom and dad are DYING to get a maid.
AND I SAID NO.
what for put ourselves in danger
AGAIN.?!
and yesterday was FREAKY.
my dog started barking.
for no right reason again.
and you know where it was barking.?
BESIDE ME.
i was like.
errr.
theres something there.?
and i was kinda freaked.
and my dad was like.
CHANTING.?!
=.=ll
mom ran.
bro ignored.
and i just went to bed
=.=ll
looks like that SOMETHING didnt want to possess me.
i didnt feel the goosebumps.
yepp.
so..
i think its only there cause its bored
^^
ANYWAY.
im dying to make friends with them.
if they dont hurt me that is..
but my mom and teacher said.
THATS A STUPID THING TO THINK OF.
i mean.
its not stupid.!!
they are lonely.
they need friends too
):
i really dont mind if they find me.
IF THEY DONT HURT ME.
yepp.
im more than happy to befriend them
(:
anyway im not scared of them.
so who cares.??
im more afraid of
COCKROACHES.
yepp.
they are FREAKY.
seriously.
they are DIRTY too.
eww.
but whatever.
haha.
thats all now.
GOING TO CLEAN TOILETS.
luckily our toilets arent like those in
SCHOOL.
grrr.
if not i'd rather die than clean the toilets.
2 more toilets to go
T.T..
wheez ~
blogg some other time yea.?
ohh and ryan.
DONT GO SPREADING AROUND MY HOUSE THINGYS.
dont freak people out
=.=ll
haha
xD
CHAO.
ttfn
(:

`43

2006-07-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

hehe.

im finally blogging again.!

haha.

yes so many things happened.

yes yes.

one of them was my maid.

if you guys knew about it.

hehe.

i found out yesterday.

thats she.

TOOK MY MONEY.

MY PRI SCHOOL SAVINGS.

sheesh.

like that also want to steal.

I FOUND IT YESTERDAY.

IN A SOFT TOY POUCH.

sheesh.

ohh wells.

i found it back anyway.

yepp.

haha.

and yea.

YOU KNOW.

I TOTALLY BELIEVE THERE ARE SPIRITS IN THIS WORLD.

there was one.

on friday.

it was at the dining table.

IN FRONT OF GUAN YING.

my dog was barking madly.!!

and i was like..

no way..

and my mom and dad went downstairs to chant

=.=ll

and they said.

their goosebumps kept coming up and down.!

I DONT BELIEVE IT.

when i went upstairs to sleep.

i heard someone banging the table..

and theres no one downstairs..

so..

yea.

its believeable.

its weird.

and.

yea.

dont know larhhs.

my house is DANGEROUS.

yepp.

now its like.

DID YOU WEAR YOUR BEADS.?!

CHANT PROPERLY.

i dont know larhhs.

this is confusing.

thanks to my auntie.

who brought this home.

but whatever.

hope i wont die soon

t.T

haha.

xinyi.!!

FEAR MY HOUSE

`42

2006-06-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

omg.
something biggg happened.
ogmomgomgomg.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
its like.
err.
aiiya.
I DONT KNOW LA.
what did we do to make you this way.!?
TELL ME.
I HATE IT.
im actually sleeping with a
fucking whore.
in the same room.
everyday.

`41

2006-06-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

OK.
SHORT ONE.
im doing maths.
came over to DESTRESS.
blehh.
like real.
anyway.
IM DOING MATHS.
out of like.
50 questions.
I ONLY KNOW HOW TO DO 10.
great.!!
AND.
im finishing my hw.
GREAT NEWS
(:

`40

2006-06-24T09:26:00.000+08:00

OMMG.
haha.
okok.
big event today
xD
YOU KNOW WHY I WAS SHOCKED TO RECIEVE YOUR CALL.!?
cause yesterday night i just placed this PIKACHU
as your pic.!!
wahaha.
haha.
and i went to sleep.
blah blah.
today at the bus.
i was DREAMING.
ok.
i ALWAYS dream.
yea.
and i was wondering.
how would the pikachu look like when you call..
dream dream.
VIBRATE VIBRATE *
and i looked at it.
and a pikachu was staring at me.
and i was like.
OMGGGGG.!
so yea.
i sounded like.
oO.!!!!
okok.
STATE OF SHOCK YOU KNOW.!?
and like yea.
YOU ASKED WHERE AM I.
AND MY FIRST REACTION WAS.
I HOPE YOU'RE NOT IN SCHOOL.!!
AND WHEN YOU SAID YOU WERE.
I WAS LIKE.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.!!
haha.
and yea yea.
i was so worried
T.T..
I SERIOUSLY DONT WANT YOU TO SEE ME LOOKING.
SOOOO.
RETARDED.!!!!
yea.
and yea yea.
YOU DONT KNOW.
HOW HAPPY I WAS.
WHEN I SAW YOU IN THE DISTANCE.
GOING HOMEEEEE.!!!!!
YES YES YES.
good boy good boy
T.T...
i was so worried..
and i went practically insane la.
but horhhs.
you look different.
is it your hair.?
@.@?
you cut it or styled it another way.??
ohh and.
GET WELL SOON JOEL ~
xD

`39

2006-06-23T11:45:00.000+08:00

SORRY JOEL LEOW.!!
i've wronged you
T.T
please accept my sincere apologies.
and get well soon
^^"

`38

2006-06-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

STUPID JOEL LEOW.!
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID.!!
WHY NEVER PICK UP MY CALL.?!?!?!?!
YOU'RE FREAKING MEAN LARHHS.!!
WHEN I NEED YOUR HELP YOU'RE NOT THERE.!
WHEN YOU NEED MY HELP IM ALWAYS THERE.!!
( i think )
anyway.
grrr.!!
all thanks to you.
i saw ms kong at the bus stop today.!!
and i was like.
OMG.!!
and she turned around and smiled.
and i was like.
oh er er er er.
she was on the phone and yea.
I NEEDED TO FIND SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
IF NOT I'LL GO MADD.!!
PLUS.!
IF IM TALKING OF THE PHONE.!
SHE WONT TALK TO ME RIGHT.??!?!?!
AND YEA.
YOU SHOULD BE HONOURED.!
THAT I THOUGHT OF YOU TO HELP ME.!!!
AND YOU'RE AT.?
WHERE.?!?!?!?!
grrrrrrr.!!!!
in the end she still talk to me..
...
stupid sia.
GRRRRRRRR.
argh.!!
and and and.
TODAY IS SOOOOOOOO SUAY.!!!
i know la.
i look like a retard.!!
AND WORSE WHEN IM DANCING.!!
AND AND AND.
SUAY SUAY.!!
nevin was there..
=.=...
GRRRRR.!
why of all people.!??!?!?!??!
......
.....
....
..
.
AND I WAS SO WORRIED.!!!
cause the badminton nets were up.
and i was sooo worried.
THAT THE BADMINTON PEOPLE WOULD COME.!!!!
AND AND AND.
THERE WOULD BE MORE 3D PEOPLE.!!
LOOKING AT THE RETARDED ME.!!
ok i shouldnt be so bhb.
cause they might not be looking at me.
=.=ll
but but.
NOOOOOOOOOO.!!!
SO I WAS QUITE HAPPY.
WHEN RYAN SAID HE ISNT COMING.
THANK GOD.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so sorry if im being mean.
and yea.
my hair is okay..
so i got nothing to worry about
^^"
it looks almost the same as my previous..
so dont need to look forward to seeing it
=.=ll
if you are..
^^"..
NOT BEING BHB HERE.
and yea.
im sorry for being soo mean okay.?
and ok.
i dont know la.
ITS NOT NICE DANCING LIKE A RETARD.
IN FRONT OF NEVIN.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohh great.
im sooo going to get disturbed by nevin when school reopens
T.T..
like that how...
someone save me.!!
:'(

`37

2006-06-22T09:12:00.000+08:00

lalala.
today wasnt so bad.
at least i did..
i few questions.?
T.T..
ITS BAD.
ohh wells.
anyway.
the dance today was fun.!
WE ATE AND ATE AND ATE.
wahahaha.
its sooo nice.
(:
AND YEA.
stupid joel leow.!!!!!
when i say dont come over.
DONT COME OVER.
you nearly scared the hell out of me.
when i heard your footsteps behind.
=.=
i didnt even DARE turn back okay.!!
whatever.
in the end i still ended up scolding you.
=.=
NEXT TIME I'LL SCOLD YOU.
BAKA.!!
=.=ll
whatever la.
haha.
but i think im getting better
(:
I CAN SCOLD YOU NOW.
heh.
next time i can end up BEATING you.
that'll be cool
(:

`36

2006-06-21T08:16:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
today.
haha.
went to kino.!!
^^
and had..
SAKAE SUSHI.
haha.
i pon school to go there lehhs.!!
WORTH IT WORTH IT.
i hope no teacher sees this yea.?
xD
heck la.
anyway.
THEY TOOK UP OUR TIME.
AND WE'RE LIKE.
FORCED TO DO THIS.
SO.
they should allow us to pon once in a while right.??
haha.
whatever la
^^

OH YEA.
you know.
i've been wondering for a long time.
its a really dumb question really but..
why do guys ( perverted ones ) like to see UNDERWEAR.
ok the BOTTOM one.
yea yea.
why
@.@
i know its REALLY dumb typing it here.
to let everyone know im a pervert.
=.=..
but cause i watched naruto..
and that froggy pervert guy.
he likes to see women in bikini.
ok the top i understand.
but why bottom also want to see.
@.@?
its like THEIR OWN butts right.?
i mean.
guys wear underwear too.
why wont guys peek at guys too
@.@
i mean.
PERVERTED STRAIGHT GUYS.
yea.
ok i have NO idea.
~.~...
AND.
there are some who STEAL women underwear.
thats soo...
....
i dont know la.
WHATS SO NICE ABOUT IT.??
can someone tell me.??
its not as though it has some really nice smell on it.
its just..
detergent smell.!!
=.=..
i dont know la.
err.
no idea.
=.=
AIIYA.
what am i typing all these for.?!?!?
=.=lll
this shows im a pervert too.??!
@.@.!!
THATS BAD.